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Lol, sigh, I guess I said that too early!-.- Argh... SL, when's my next audition? Wait, what happens if the people in main Band do not make it through the SYF audition? Then... Lol, what kind of crap idea am I having?! Of course people in main Band will make it! LOL... Hey people, I bought Breaking Dawn yesterday! YAY!!! Let me again, narrate the story! I walked into Popular and look through the front shelf... Immediately, I knew that Popular hasn't gotten the book for the fans yet... But h=just to make sure, I asked the staff. And she directed me to another staff. I looked up from the shelves and realise that was the staff a week ago! I came looking for the book maybe weeks ago and she told me the same thing this time...-.- "I am sorry, we haven't receive the stock yet!" And I knew what she was going to say, "The books now are for people who pre-ordered!" Lol, I decided to go into Sans bookshop instead of wasting time waiting for it to come! Haha! So in the end I got the book for $18 at Sans bookshop! Ohya, recently, Band keeps stressing for the Cd money! Sigh... And my mother wasn't that supportive of giving me $120 first until I sell them and pay her back! Lol!!! In the end, I had to go around to all the staffrooms, general office, HOD rooms to sell them! Lol, I sold 3 only! And I wanted to sell to the principal and vice principals!Lol, two of them already went home and the vice principal rejected me! I HATE rejection... But teachers, don't you know that will only spur me on? I will sell ALL the cds! And I will be back next year and next next year, as long as I am in CCHMSB!!! Lol, I have the feeling I am overreacting...-.- Band is tiring but I love the feeling of learning new things! And I find myself constantly under pressure! Haha! I like Band! There's nothing evil about it! The punishment and scoldings only strive us into doing better and nothing more! Ohya, once, I was pissed about what my classmate had said and after Band, I felt better! Yay! Going for Band sometimes is not a torture! Its good for releasing stress!=} I must jiayou and get into Main Band! Then I needn't worry about the auditions that much le! Getting praises is one of the main thing I am aiming for! One thing I realise, if I am under serious pressure, I cannot concentrate very well, my mind goes blank and I cannot play a single thing that I have/haven't practised! Ohya, on Friday, during Malay lesson, I got really really pissed, I have not gotten that pissed ever since I left CZPS! I've got this wierd guy in my class that I now dislike ALOT! Though his studies a good, but I somehow get this feeling he is crazy! I also get the feeling he dislike me too! He once even told me that he felt happy when I was scolded by teachers or when I mention I dislike myself(when I do something wrong)...He likes to judge people immediately and he is very unreasonable!(Personal opinion!) During Malay lesson, the teacher tested us, my group had a higher point, all of us weren't MSP students and beat his group, made up of all MSP students! Celine asked me along to asked the his group how much points they'd received. So I told her we must be humble and went to put my books into my bag. Once I was done, I heard Celine asking another member of his group and so, I walked over. I only repeated, "82?" I was only confirming and asking when he suddenly shouted, "Wang Winnie, so what if your group got higher than us! You think you very pro ah!" he was stopped by his friend. I was so shocked and super super pissed! I mean, how could he say that! I only said '82' this two digits only! For crying out loud, how I wish I could have punched him in his stupid face! Give me the 不爽 face! Lol, I didn't even say anything that offended you lor! How could you anyhow say that to me! Make super pissed! I didn't have the mood to talk, and needed something/one to vent anger... Poor table... Conclusion: I like to ignore / embarrass the people I DISLIKE! I was borned evil and I don't really see the need to 'act' good sometimes!But sometimes when I AM good, some people let me regret my actions! Talking about that really pisses me off, talk about another thing... Band again... Whenever I hear people saying they dislike Band or want to quit, I feel sad and confused... WHY? Though everyone knows that Band has her UPS and downs, but that is essential for beginner, right? JN, please don't go... Wow, I've said quite a lot! =1 Well, typing takes time and I have to complete Breaking Dawn! I WANT TO KNOW THE ENDING very badly! Haha, lol! Labels: Smilez and frowns everyday... On Sunday, August 24, 2008 at 1:52 PM Yay!!! HOORAY!!! I have can finally stop worrying over my audition piece "Unhappy Flute"! YAY!!! Let me narrate the entire heart-stopping incident! Ohya, GREAT NEWS! Xinhao actually made it into main Band in just one audition! Isn't it cool!? I wonder if he is the first in history... Today, during tutorials, we were told that we don't need to audition today because Yisheng was sick and didn't come today and we needed a senior inside the room...But during combine practice, Mr Wong came in and although he was told about the Yisheng incident, he said, "Nevermind, whose going first, Flutes?" Omg, Xiaoxin was going first, followed by me, Shirlyn and Hong Khai... None of us were prepared! Sigh! After Xiaoxin went in, I was still trembling madly though it was not my turn yet... -.- I couldn't play all the christmas pieces... My mind was distracted by the thought of auditioning infront of Mr Wong and he might start scolding me and stuff... But fortunately... And so, Xiaoxin came out, I went in...I sat down and prepared while Mr Wong went out to settle some things... I was still panicking! My flute seniors inside did their best to calm me down but I was still very, very nervous! Mr Wong came back in and once he sat down, he just said 'start'! So I started and got calmer... I screw up a little... Mistakes that didn't occur when I practised...-.- I felt like killing myself! How could I!!! Argh! How I wish I could ask Mr Wong for a second chance!!! Later, he gave me a lot of useful tips! He asked me if I blew high notes and the notes are out of tune, what do I do... My brain froze and I could not think of a good answer... So I said whatever that came into my mind! Sigh! Then He told me about breathing deeply and fully! I WILL TRY THAT!!! =} Thanks Mr Wong! I think that session was really helpful! I did ask 2 questions! YAY!!! I think I didn't do that well like I expected... Sigh... I really think it would be good if I fail this time and be given a second shot at it...(Now that I have experience!) I promise I will do BETTER!!! Aiming for what I what and what I will achieve! Labels: Smilez and frowns everyday... On Saturday, August 16, 2008 at 6:38 PM Yo... Sigh, it has seriously been very very long since I jabber on my blog! Many things have happened and more are going to happen! I just finished my NAPHA yesterday! It was... good and bad... Well, good thing is: LOOK AT MY RESULT CARD!!! (I am not boasting, only telling) Standing Broad Jump- 176cm, Sit and reach- 41cm, inclined pull-up- 21times, shuttle run- 10.9 seconds and sit up- 31! COOL, right!? Bad thing...-.- I think you better ask Celine... I really don't want to talk about the misfortune that happened to me during Shuttle run... Oh my god... So frustrating! Sigh... That was a stupid experience...!-.- Today(2/8/2008), Band performed for some old folks...(outdoors)! The original planned songs were: Starship, Under the flag of Glory, Enka Medley, When you will come back, Lover, Latin Favourites (optional) and the National Anthem. But the lorry that was suppose to transport our Band's percussion instrument was stuck in a jam and came very very late... Maybe about 1hour! In the end, bus A people had already arrived at the performance area and bus B (the bus i was in) was still at CCHMS! We (bus B) enjoyed air-conditioning, I fell asleep on the bus twice! So comfortable! Later, we decided to go to the destination first while some others stayed behind to wait for the lorry! The bus I was on went to Parkway Parade instead!-.- The wrong venue! Then when we arrived at the destination, there was not enough time so we had to wait for the GOH to come then we played the National Anthem, Enka Medley and When you will come back! Sigh... No Starship or Under the flag of glory! My two favourite songs...Awww... Very sad! WHY!!! Ohya, for my CCA, we need to audition to get into Main Band! They gave us, flutes, two pieces, 'Unhappy Flute' and 'Playful Flute'! So, since unhappy flute seemed easier, I decided to choose that piece! So... Well, its GREAT that my brother loaded some thing on the internet that allows me to type in a score and listen to how it sounds like! So, I took 30minutes typing in the entire idiotic thing and finally recorded it into my handphone and so next pratice I can easily listen and play along! yay!!! On Saturday, August 2, 2008 at 6:23 PM |
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