Sigh~ Band is getting more interesting... Somehow, I was made to sit at corner today... Scary cause I have no reference on the left and have to concentrate (120%), look at the baton that never stops moving, listen to every instrument which I most probably can hear while I'm playing... ALL AT THE SAME TIME. Well, the only instruments I hear clearly are the saxophones... -.-They're right behind me, what do you expect...-.- Of course I hear them. Sigh, I realise I actually rush at some places and it will be damn awkward la, if you blow then everyone comes in...-.- Okay, maybe that's not very scary. What's scary is that you get picked out by Mr Wong all of a sudden, don't know what's going to happen to you, and, get humiliated infront of others... AND, WORST, something you know how to play then you panic and cannot get the sound out... Well, that always happen to me...-.- I don't know why... Crap. Then, so weird. Mr Wong didn't really point out that FLUTE got something wrong and stuff like that... But he did use higher woodwinds. Hmm, is it that we're really trying to improve and he sees it, or he just purposely DON'T want to waste time on us, or he thinks spoon feeding us will make things worst, or he just cannot hear us. Especially when I am, seriously, DAMN OUT OF TUNE.-.- ARGH! Out of some where, no, everywhere, I ear myself clashing and I try to get in tune but no~, turn out, clash more, turn in (which means that entire section is sharp-.-), cause it sounds better yet there's still clashing. Which finally actually means, there's some people who are clashing against each other, either they can't hear or they heck care... Great, I seriously cannot tune!@#^&%$E% Turn in, clash-.- Turn out, clash more-.- Don't care about it, irritate my ears, feel uncomfortable-.- Care, get myself pissed about helplessness in getting in tune-.- Then there's NO point in trying if A is flat, B is sharp, you tune to A, you clash with B, you tune to B, you clash with A-.- Stay center? So dumb, clash with both. Somemore, we are expected to be in tune after 15 minutes of warm up. Tuning alone takes so much time lor, sometimes not even perfect and we just move on. Cause not enough time and we need to correct some stuff. Sigh~ I am not complaining here, just stating fact. 

I feel damn scared about playing high notes now that I understand intonation. Cause higher notes are always out of tune for FLUTES. They're more difficult to tune lar. Like even if you are in tune with tuner, other people are most likely to go sharp. Then, if you'll be sticking out and clashing so you have to sharpen with them. LOL. Worst, everybody got sharp got flat. -.- I'd rather not play lor like that. Playing will only cause more noise pollution and ear ache. What's more, there are already enough noise. 

I AM VERY OUT OF TUNE. No, let me rephrase, i may not be out of tune sometimes, perhaps is other peeps out of tune then cause clashing. But most probably, I'll tune to others cause I doubt my ability to keep a good sound after 2.5 hours. 

Hmm, actually, i have a question. Can Mr Wong hear every single one of the FLUTES clearly at where he is sitting? Or he just hear sound which he knows it's made by FLUTE by don't know who... Hmm, actually have lots of these type of questions so I'll slowly ask one by one in different posts. Hehe!

Hmm, next about the topic on who'll will be the next descendant of the PICCOLO!!! -.- Hmm, jq felt that xh might not be playing piccolo cos he's too pro in flute. I personally think xx will get cause he have lots of air in him...hmm, is he gonna read this too?0.0

Then I think I confirm won't get one cause I so lousy-.- i can even blow high note easily, not enough air, so dumb sia, passing piccolo to me = to very pessimistic idea. Forcing me to force my air out crazily. -.-

Then aiyah, so dumb, now to think of it, don't you think worrying about these stuff now very early? Somemore we have SYF to worry about. THERE is seriously no time left...-.- What if SYF is tomorrow?! =[ AHHHHHH! P.A.N.I.C.! Ohya, regarding Band, I think they're gonna make us conduct-.- so scary. Hehe, purposely slow down and go fast. -.- HAHAHA! LOL.

Okay, finally, COMMON TESTS NEXT WEEK!!! OMG! Die liao, mugging period starting tomorrow. 

Chinese then Chemistry!

Geography and History memorise crazily. 

Math must see all the dumb presentations-.- Die because of presentations.

Did I miss out anything? PE! LAME-.-

Eng LIT!!! DIE... I never get A or B before... Sad... 

No more le ba... Hmm... Okay. JIAYOU in mugging!

Mug mug mug mug mug mug... IS FOR DRINKING! -.- Mug mug mug mug mug mug mug!

JY everyone who reads this post for SYF, tESTS and everything. Hehe, you never read then too bad, don't get my blessing, sure die de...lol

It's raining now...! YAY~