MABEL'S CASE

you all wonder how i got in?! i got in because of i have ability. you dun like me in the first place, den why make use of me? treating me like those kinda dog being held by you. celine accepting me? i dun even feel that way. you guys de attitude practically proves to me that you all never even realised my existence in the first plase. yes, i have depression, split personality as what the doctor had said. and if you guys dun crap, i wun. thats called an eye for an eye can! you all dunno my situation you all still say i am crazy or what yes i am, so WHAT CAN YOU DO? i can go bonkers anytime when i want to. yes, i am bitch i am lunatic. i dun have friend's care and concern. i just want to cherish everything i have now. but since you guys dun even like me in the first place, den dun. treat me as though i have disease can le. you happy? you happy? satisfied with what i say now?! CELINE TAN, yes i am pathetic. and SUCH A LUNATIC LIKE ME DUN NEED YOUR CONCERN AND YOUR 假好心. wang winnie says you are trying to accepting me, but dun force yourself. i am crazy, i can do the exact same thing and history repeats. i dun need you to be my friend or anytrhing like that. i think this is the best thing. and to WANG WINNIE, i dun really care, so you just let me be what i am now. and if you dun like me, dun make use of me. 我不是任你操控的傀儡.

Lols, just saw this entire "really pissing me off" posts in Mabel's blog.

I am like totally SPEECHLESS. But, of course I have things to say lor. -.-

NUMBER 1

Wow, like what's your ability? Making people piss? Sucking up to the teacher? Yeah, you have LOADS of them! M, you really want to know what the hell I think? Well, for starters, how did you get your so called "ability"? First, you act all goodie goodie infront of the teacher then try make her think you are like the most guai, most active in participation, right? Okay, perhaps your that's your nature, I don't know but it appears that way to everyone. Try to deny? FYI, is there anyone in the classroom whom you think 'likes' you? I bet most of us try our hardest to tolerate you talking so loudly in class, trying to get attention, ohya, not talking, shouting to be specific. Do you find yourself being asked to lower your volume often? yeah, by the looks of it, YES. I don't understand why you just love making yourself the center of attention?! Is that even fun? We find it annoying, you know? Many don't want to hurt your feelings, they don't tell you. For the kinder ones, they tell you to "lower the volume", and, what happens? You revert! Must we JAM the thought into your puny brain?

NUMBER 2

YES, I disliked you from the beginning, now, I HATE YOU! Get it? In what sense was I making use of you? Wth, what can I get from you? Lols. Oh, I just remembered something. You are undergoing the school 95% financial thing, right? But how come we always see/hear you getting new phones so often? And, maybe you don't know but now, I AM telling you, you are giving us the idea that you are loaded. You know why? You seem to be getting new clothes all the time, you get birthday presents that cost so much(eg. shirt from freshbox), changing phones, wasting smses and phone bills. But, I DON"T care!

I seem to be the idiot who always gets mocked by you. You are always bias against me. And, when you make into one of your lame jokes, I MIND. But what foolish thing I do? I tolerate. Yes, I cannot believe I do that! Do you see me taking a scissors and ripping you apart? Punching you in your eye? Or even doing any ridiculous things? I practically either laugh it off or stare at you. Simply, I don't want to make a big fuss out of it. What can I get? But this matter is seriously pissing.

NUMBER 3

You really want to know why you can't feel it? WELL, THAT'S BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO ENGROSED IN YOUR SELF CENTEREDNESS, GETTING ATTENTION AND IMPORTANTLY, TRYING TO THINK OF WAYS TO GET YOUR HANDS ON ALL THE BOYS IN THE WORLD. Lols. Celine was trying and now, she ain't going to anymore. We tolerated ENOUGH! We don't see your existence? BULLSHIT. Do I talk to you, yes. Do I walk home with you (though I am very reluctant to), yes. Do I tolerate your crap, yes. What way makes you think we were NOT trying to accept you, NOT acknowledging your presence, NOT tolerating your nonsence?

NUMBER 4

Yes, I TOTALLY agree with what you say, YOU ARE NUTS! Are you undergoing menopause already? An eye for an eye? Lols. Who's tolerating who-.- Where are you? In pluto? As said in NUMBER 3, you are too engrossed in blah blah, to notice that you started the whole thing. Perhaps you don't even notice, but turning the blame to me? NO WAY! I started it? Wow, would I be so lame and wu liao to enrage you first? Yes, I dislike you, but I thought Celine wanted to try accept you so, I went along lor. If I enrage you, Celine will be pissed with me. This was the assumtion I HAD. But, found out not true. Cause Celine also TOLERATING your shit for all this while.

NUMBER 5

No friends' concern? Treasuring what you have? *rolls eye. LOLS, as said in NUMBER 3, blah blah, you are TOO ... to notice the good stuff you are receiving-.- There are people who still interact with you. You know, I sit behind you all the time and I feel sorry for JX, sit beside you, listen to your crap EVERYDAY. I sit behind you, my ears getting blasted already. You also talk to other people too, they care about you. When you always go craazy and start crying, there are people who even are so good to go comfort you, give you tissue lar, tell you don't cry liao...-.- LOLS. Treasuring? Crap again. If you treasure everything, you won't anyhow go start a damn fight, anyhow make other people the bad guys and anyhow throw your already slipping friendship away! Anyhow get people piss and upset with you. Ohya, add on to NUMBER 4, you know, sometimes, when we feel like, hmm can accept you liao, then you do darn things and make us doubt and then dun want accept you liao. Not we don't want accept you, you make us unable to accept you. -.-

Haha, I feel relieved that I need not try my hardest to accept you liao. I find it an impossible mission. I feel sorry for anyone who interact with you in future. SEE, you DUN WANT IT. Not my problem liao. Dont want then don't ask for it liao lor.

NUMBER 6

Lols, You ARE pathetic. Walao. How many times must I repeat nia. Celine NEVER 假好心, she was treating you with her sincere heart that's why tolerate your nonsence, trying to look for your good side. Don't you insult her. She was generous enough to give you that chance. Again, like in NUMBER 3, you are too blah blah to notice everything! I think I can never be that generous in my entire life, I can't do that... HAH, glad you know that I'm forcing myself. It's very difficult you know-.-But, I'm not going to anymore...WALAO, you understand your situation yet you dun wan to change-.- WTH. Since you know you are letting history repeat itself then DONT! Dont let it repeat itself. Though I dun care about you anymore, I want to tell you, as an observer, change that darn habit if you really want friends.

LOL, I also don't want to be your friend. I am going to respect your decision, we wanted to help you but since you don't want it, forget we even tried. Continue your methods lor, upset more people lor, chase away the ones you cherish lor, we DON'T CARE anymore. You know clearly of the lies you are forging, I don't care about changing them liao, all I know is, you are a bitch, there's nothing true in what you say. I know can liao. Because I know you also know. One day you will understand and regret your actions. LOLS. And, if you think you can be easily controled, you underestimate yourself. Because you are too selfish, too 'smart' and too 'powerful' for me to control. Now, I can't even break your stubborn barrier.

Lols, final word, I FORBID you to insult my friends. Especially Celine and Crystal. You can continue to insult me and get everyone to hate me but whatever you do, I WILL NOT succumb to you and don't expect me to ask for your forgiveness. Whatever you do, I will protect my friends and... Aiyah, saying this so weird nia... -.- Overall, I am disappointed in you and I feel ashamed because I couldn't do anything to help you... Not that I didn't try, I find myself unable to anymore.

To all the readers not related in this fight, do not act smart and try this. Trust me, it's NOT fun and will never be fun. Oh, if any of my language scared you, please stop reading. Lol, this is the end liao, maybe should have put this at the top... After reading everything, please don't get yourself involve in this and please don't side with either of anyone. I just want to express my thoughts and emotions. Just read and reflect and run along...

Many things are not within my abilities to understand ever since I started understanding...