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wild dreams I've ever had + my life right now = why does it all look so bad?
28th April 2012 I realise that I seemingly always talk about how time flies on my blog. HAHA, amazing. Everyday, it's somebody's birthday and we are all turning older day by day. What have I actually achieved in this 16 years of my life, I tend to ask myself. Well, I grew up, I disappointed my parents (like any other teen), I played, I struggled, I was foolish and nuts, I made my parents proud and importantly, I dreamt. Dreams. What exactly are they? Images you see when you drift to lalaland when you close your eyes every night? The fantasy world you always wished you were in? Whatever they mean to you, it is undeniable that living your dreams would make one happy. It is because I look back into my life that I realise how I haven't been doing anything much with it. How long more do I have on this Earth? There's kinda so many things I want to experience and so many sights I want to see but I don't know where to start and I don't know how I can even do it. HAHAH. Wild dreams... :) To live... With... _____ It's now a time for me to rattle about some stuff that I don't understand... I realise that I don't understand many things o.o HAHAHA... Is it a crime to fall asleep / doze off during tutorials or lectures? I mean, yeah, teachers work hard and so do students... Personally, I try real hard to stay awake. Most of the time, I find myself struggling this battle alone. HAHA. My friends now, they don't seem to fall asleep at all. -.- You can ask any of them... I doze off and then I wake up trying not to doze off again.. It's difficult. Really. That's why we bring sweets and other stuff to stay awake. Not to mention, I feel that talking and discussing actually keeps me awake... Nowadays, I find myself spacing out quite often. The teacher's voice is there but I can't seem to register what they say into my brain. It is like they fade off into the background and then you'll ask, what's in the foreground? Nothing. Blank. Emptiness. What I am trying to say is, will someone invent a spray or something to keep people awake? Perhaps an alternative to coffee?? What keeps me going now is... tchoukball. HEH. yeah. Coach said if we don't do well for our studies, he ain't letting us play. Oh well... It somehow irritates me to see how other's get so affected by results and grades... Does that really mean everything? _____ Oh and peeps, I think The Hunger Games series is such an amazing story. I can't explain to you what it really is because I'm quite bad at words... I can only tell you how I have been trying over these past few nights to put that book down and do some constructive work. Smiley face. Now that I am done with the three books, I feel like re-reading all of them, re-watching the movie and wait for the rest to come out. HAHAHA. LALALA~ _____ I shall bring my bro to eat good food later. LOL. Sometimes, it just takes that few precious moments of courage to follow your heart... But it is that sacred that I haven't been able to do so... Labels: Smilez and frowns everyday... On Saturday, April 28, 2012 at 5:17 PM |
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![]() Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995... |
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