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Bienvenue Layout: Everything I ask for Best viewed: Mozilla Firefox Screen: 1280X800 This is my corner... If you're looking for trouble, please leave me alone...	The two things I really wanna do well in aint working out... Whaaaat? It's April already?! How many scripted weeks of tiring school did I endure through? Not forgetting the fact that I "survived" a crazy Block test period and wasted so many Tchouk trainings since this year began... Life is so tiring! I don't even have free time to stop and reflect about the stuff I do everyday! Well except now... When I've just came back from a hctchouk dinner and bathed and sprawled on my bed waiting for my hair to dry before I can sleep... Hahaha! As the title suggests, I am pretty frustrated about life again... Wait no... I have always been frustrated about life... Well, Winnie might in fact become increasingly vulgar because of the crap life throws at her... Today is such a depressing day... I know that I put in effort for my studies and my BTs especially... But the results that I receive are like SHIT. No joke. I'm so upset by it but I didn't want to affect the people around me... So upset because I have nobody I can turn to to rant and nobody who can help me get out of this mess... I don't understand why and I just feel so stupid... Why is it that other people can do it but I can't!! _____ Nowadays the disappointment just keeps building up... I really suck at hiding my emotions actually. They say if you're really a good sportsperson, you wouldn't mix your emotions into your game. But damn, I let my emotions get the better of me... Now, I suck in studies and I suck in Tchouk... Feeling so sucky... ARGH! Always tend to be so distracted cause I have so much thoughts in my head bothering me constantly... What makes it so much worse is when I'm down, everything irritates me... I really dislike it when people judge others even though they themselves make the same mistake or aren't that good in the first place! Seriously man, talk so much. Especially during game, I would definitely appreciate if the people at the side whisper softly... Total distraction sia... Cheering can luh but wth man, commenting loudly? Are y'all trying to destroy somebody's self esteem? There's so much expectations to perform and so much tension involved because people just keep comparing and it feels as if there's some competition involved. Somehow, I feel so uncomfortable nowadays during training. It's as though there is some kind of internal struggle in our team... Some people are just openly unhappy with some people and of course there is some background unhappiness with the ways things are handled... Sian. It's so uncomfortable.. :( GAH! So much pent up troubles... I love Tchouk and I want to enjoy playing it like how I used to. I don't want to care about anything else when I play... I want to feel the passion and concentration from everyone. _____ 放轻松，玩巧固球吧~ (Published via phone on 12/4/2013) Labels: frowns everyday... On Saturday, April 13, 2013 at 2:03 PM	About me Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...	Affiliates 2BN 6C FLUTE Amelia Boon See Celine Celeste Cherie Cheryl Cheng Cheng Crystal Denise the LOUD one Eanxiang Estee Gloria Firzanah Hui Cong Jeanette Jia Ai Jia Xin Jillian Jing Wei Jing Ye Ka Wing Keith Lee Hwee Tan Winnie Xin Hui Xue Qi Vincent Vivian Yu Li Yun Jin	Shout out <a href="http://www6.shoutmix.com/?wangw10">View shoutbox</a>	By title The two things I really wanna do well in aint working out... By month October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 September 2012 November 2012 December 2012 January 2013 April 2013 June 2013 July 2013 March 2014 May 2014 June 2014 July 2014 August 2014 October 2014 November 2014 December 2014 January 2015 April 2015 July 2015 October 2015 February 2017
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