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It has been more than 2 months since my last post here and I am saddened to admit that my typing skills have gone down the drain. GAHHH!
Nowadays, my laptop's practically a device I use to fulfil my Korean drama/Anime cravings.
What drama? What anime? Well, currently hooked onto WGM Global and One piece respectively.
As I grow older day by day, I feel that I've become more emotional as a person and that's probably because I watch way too many Korean drama shows and animated Jap anime than what's expected of me. Hmm.. But don't worry, I've also been doing a fair share of studying/revision/mugging. This IS the very first holiday I've spent in my whole life doing some form of revision every. single. day. So much that I am literally amazed by my own effort. I've been doing aload of this periodical studying technique which I named "power 1 hour". Basically, I psyche myself to study and focus at a maximum level for 1 hour. It is effective for me because I tend to want to complete as much as I can within that 1 hour. So, yeap, :) Happy me!
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Alright. So... I haven't been updating this blog for 2 months and although nothing much has changed during this period of absence, there's still some updating to do.
Well, remember how I ranted here and there about my cca - Tchoukball?
My team came out champions in the A'Division Tchoukball competition and I'm really proud of that.
The external team I am in - Wesley Tchoukball, received a second placing in the Crossroads League which is an open category for teams to sign up under a church.
:) No amount of words can describe how blessed I feel to have joined Tchoukball!
And well, as you know, I'm pretty bad at expressing myself with words so... TEEHEE>_<
Let me think... Was there any other incident within this 2 months?
Probably not... :O Cause... I cant remember any... At this moment especially.
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How's my studies? I realised that many people like to ask me that when they see me.
(Probably wondering why I'm out instead of studying?)
Hmm, I can't possibly study 24/7 ya know.. Sometimes, a girl's gotta have a break.
(Inserts a crying-laughing smiley)
I'm doing fine, I guess? My own pace which I am comfortable with.
Though it's probably gonna take me at least 2 months to finish the entire syllabus... T_T
My friends and I have always been setting the primary goal as ALevels though... :D
So this Block Test that I'm about to face in 4 days... (GAHH, feeling nervous about it.)
I would attempt it with a positive mindset and just give it a shot :O
Please dont murder our confidence with papers filled with questions that are meant to kill... T_T
I hope I would at least be able to complete half the paper with confidence...!!!
Oh and I foudn out during this holidays how much I enjoy wasting paper... AHEM. I meant how much I enjoy making shorter, sweeter, simpler notes! It's really tiring to go through the entire set of notes everytime! And, I kinda enjoy doing MCQ questions to test my understanding.. :) HAHA. But, my economics is really really jialat. I have NO IDEA how to help myself :O HAHA... Okay, this isnt a laughing joke... I need to get to work.
Yeap, so this is the progress of my studies :O
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I don't think I've mentioned it before but I really like typing into my laptop and posting my thoughts and feelings on this blog. Maybe partly because I dont think anybody would visit this blog and even if somebody does, there's a pretty high chance that I dont know you. Haha, and well, I probably wouldnt share these nitty gritty details of my life with anybody because I don't think anybody would be interested to hear about it since they would likely be distracted with their own problems at the moment. It's like how many people would accidentally end up on my blog, read the first paragraph and just close this tab. HAHAHA.
Anyways, I think I have found someone who I feel slightly more comfortable to confide in and won't judge me. :) Isn't it cool? To find such a person? HAHA. But yeah, this is quite random. Hehe.
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Stopping in the middle of this journey is something I would never want to do because starting again is extremely tiring. From this point onwards, it's all in the mind and I'm going to push on with what's left of my courage and confidence. Perhaps on the way I'd be able to become more motivated and enlightened as a person. I want to experience as much as I can and explore more of who I really am. At the same time, I feel that I can take more initiative to show more concern and care for the people around me.
"Sometimes, in the pursuit of our own happiness and satisfaction, we become more individualistic and end up exchanging away the very essentials that keep and make us truly happy. "
Moments like this when I wish I had somebody to love and love me for me.
Labels: Smilez everyday...
On Wednesday, June 26, 2013 at 8:29 PM
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