Reminiscing those days...
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His heart rate going all too fast all of a sudden... His blood pressure going up and down like a roller coaster... His eyes opening and then closing so quickly. His hands were either tied to the bed side or wrapped in a soft glove like thing just because nurses and doctors were afraid he'll touch the machines. At least he isn't breathing crazily like the patient sleeping infront of him... Sigh.
Yes, it looks bad... That's why I'm not very sure if I can make it... I'm not sure...
omg. Life at home isn't that fun and happy anymore. My entire family is changing...
Sometimes, I just want things to be simpler... Not this messed up.
On Tuesday, June 16, 2009 at 6:18 PM
~You always show up to help me at the right time.
-I can be like your fireman.
~(nods.)
-Let me.
~What?
-I'll be your fireman.
My favourite scene. Lols. ~her and -him.
Not very sure if the translations are accurate but at least the meaning is there. Yeaps.
ARGH. I want to learn Korean. =[
Sigh. Seriously don't feel like doing homework. Do you? Either you are being forced to or you feel the need to and drag yourself al the way to the boring desk... Sigh. It IS holiday... Why do teachers still give homework... Sigh.One from each subject is enough to tire us... Sigh~ Finally the holidays and I want to go out and play all day without anything to worry about AHA!!! Found my motive to do homework. Good. Once I finish my homework, I can play without worrying for anything. Good. Strive towards this... yes. I've sort of found my motive, have you?
Recently researching on SS501... Lols. Nothing to do then research...
[Blink blink]
Yes, simply to say that I've got nothing else to say.
Sigh~ You know the consequence, yet you don't try to avoid it... You want to but you just can't.
Yes, talking about myself.
Waiting aimlessly for time to pass...
P.S. lols. been playing badminton recently, my backhand improve le. Watch out challengers.
P.S.S Missing Celine.
P.S.S.S If you had to choose between chocolate and choco chips. What'll it be?
P.S.S.S.S Spacing out almost every 5minutes now... Something's wrong with me.
P.S.S.S.S.S Getting more random about many things too... Like... all of the above.
P.S.S.S.S.S.S Wishing for food... yes, actually, i seem to be hungry most of the time.
Okay, GOODBYE!
Labels: Smilez everyday...
On Tuesday, June 9, 2009 at 10:44 AM
WOOHOO! 93rd post!!! Anyone born in the year 1993? 0.0 haha.
And yes, visitors reached 1000 plus le!!! YAY!-.- And stop assuming that half of them is yours truly. -.-
Okay. Back to business. LOLS. Section t-shirt is finally settled. Yeah. So troublesome. Though it seems pretty easy... Like just design a shirt, sent it to some shop then collect it once they contact you. And, NO! It IS definitely NOT as easy as you think it is. firstly, there were many many many objection... No, to make it sound nicer, Suggestions. Yeap, loads of them. So, the designer, xh, was troubled. When some had already drifted off to dreamland...hint hint... others got too worried about the whole thing...hint hint... and never really slept 8 hours... And one...hint hint... got woken in the middle of his/her sleep by the sound of his/her phone message tone. -.- Yes. Well, in the end it all went well. The bargain kinda worked too. From $35 (OMG! THat's...) to $26... (Phew, that's more like it... But, it's still ex.) Yeah, pro right? Lols. Throughout the entire process. Which was utterly troublesome. We spent more than 2 hours on it. Not exaggeration. xh 'traveled' everywhere when using his phone. xx was distracted by the arcade... Yes, don't deny. And I... I don't know! Wandering around... Trying to get Dallas to pick up the phone. And, CRAP. There goes my last month's top up card money. Ahh~ Trying to earn holiday fees here! Halfway through, while we waited for da pai people... We really got distracted by the arcade. Muahaha. Use my card V. good. Got points de! HAHA!!! -.- LOL. Yeah. Basketball... Sorry Boss, but I ren bu zhu, kenna tempted to play. Hehe. Must admit that I suck at a lot of arcade games. -.- Yeah. Then we finally got a good offer. (Actually, it was from 35 to 32, 32 to 28 and finally the 26!)And, though it still looks plain, but at least it IS cheaper. And, not only did we cut costs, we made some slight changes to the original design that somehow made it more creative... Hmm... Learnt new things too... Like... never talk too much to a more knowledgable person if you don't want to be bombarded. Cause he/she knows we know that they know that we don't know a lot of things they know, and start 'sharing' their knowledge. Saliva splatter. -.- H1N1... Okay. So, yeah. everything settled for the shirt... Well, not really cause we only did 5 and we are forgeting the collection part. 18th!!!Remember!!! -.-Spacing out near the end cause i suddenly remembered that CELINE IS LEAVING FOR HER LAST MINUTE ARRANGED TRIP TO GENTING!!!!!!!!! She go le ma? SIgh~ Never said goodbye... not that I want her to get me any souvenirs... Joking.
Okay, now I realise that using colourful words really attract visitors and encourages them to read my posts... Is it true, reader... Who is currently reading and feeling weird. Yes, you! Of course I'm talking bout you! Is there anyone else? -.- LOL.
Getting addicted to this song called "Because I'm stupid" by SS501! WOOHOO! They rawk. The song rawks! WOOHOO!!!
Starting to miss Celine... Maybe not that much...
[Blink blink]
COME BACK QUICKLY CELINE!!!
No, I am not lesbian, I just want her to make it for the outing.... Yeah. Okay...
Stop trying to complain that my posts are ridiculously long lar. I bet you'll write a lot if you think most of the time-.-
Okay lar, I will end it lor...
Sometimes I really want to out an end to somethings but i have no idea why it is just so difficult...
See! Complaint so much still want scroll down and read! -.-
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Labels: Smilez everyday...
On Sunday, June 7, 2009 at 9:23 PM
Sigh~ Alone at home... Wondering what to eat.
Firstly, I want to say, happy birthday Kim Hyun Joong! And, yeah, accompanied by loads of his fans. I bet he has millions and millions of fans. SO I hardly stand a chance. Sigh~ The main thing I guess many people like him cause he LOOKS so suave... Yeah, but I think he is my idol because he has this innocent and humble front. Yeah. So happy that I got to know him through BOF. And, his character, Yoon Ji Hoo, is one of the best character I ever watched. Well, his rich, suave and liked Jan Di...-.- Such characters and story, I bet, don't really happen in real life... Sigh. I seriously still think his personality is very very cool. (refering to YJH) Kudos to him. I wonder how they(SS501) celebrate his birthday... Hmm, well, since he is like, FAMOUS because of BOF, many people are like, wishing him happy birthday and, I STILL SERIOUSLY WONDER HOW HE CELEBRATES... Lol. ...HAHA! Objective of writing blog, ACCOMPLISHED.
Next, Band today... WTH, 5 people only. Facing Ms Tan seriously very very stress... Yes, not to mention that I really like the poem on people from last year...-.- Okay, so, yeah, we lived through today's Band tutorials. SO MANY things to remember... ARGH! Remembering all the way... Okay, I seem to space out a lot of times. Today happened to be one of those weird days... You know... Firstly, got damn pissed this morning... Don't want to mention it... It will hurt me more if I recall... I am recalling now... -.- SEE LAR! Okay, then, I ALMOST missed my bus stop to school. Yes, lucky got people want to board bus nia, YES, I WAS spacing out... -.- Then, crossed at that traffic light. And ALMOST got ran over by a van. YES. It was speeding and at the same time I was spacing out. Again. No! I WAS crossing safely, it was not my fault. I am just an innocent and law-abiding student crossing the road. Well, when I 'returned' to earth, he braked like shit. And I didn't understand the situation, continued walking for 3minutes before realising what happened. LOL. Hoho, don't know why I hate cueing for Country Gardens. Cause whenever my flute come down le, I not sure whether you all will play... Sigh. Aiyah, don't care liao, I'll just start... Tried to learnt basics of the rubrato...rebrato...rubrato.. Aiyah, dk how to spell lar... All I know is, it IS difficult. NEED MORE PRACTICE! Ahh!!! How HOW!!! Chamber music!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH! Very nervous bout it. cause we still choosing parts lor... Sigh. Today, ahem, demanded to know what we were wearing on performance day. lol, there's no dress code you'all set. WHat's the point of knowing what we'd be wearing...-.-LOL, then, had to come up with t-shirt design... lol, random... I never eat lunch now I am damn hungry...-.-
Sigh. Sometimes, I wonder, why do humans live for... Perhaps we'd been brainwashed, and we can't remember anything from life after death. Well, Let me guess. There are a few scenarios. I think maybe, everyone from after death are pleading like hell to be reborn. Only a few gets that chance. But, with a price is that they forget everything before. Then maybe relatives would look at them from some tv up there and help us on our way. MAYBE lar! Next, Maybe we only get one chance to live, we living through that one chance now. And we don't know... Maybe there's some mission we have to go through... Sigh~ think so much... Aiyah. My head's going to burst... My stomach is growling too... I think I'll go grab something to eat downstairs... MILK TEA!!!
Sometimes you know the truth yet you delude yourself in the attempt to save yourself the hurt but in actual truth, hurt IS coming your way...
P.S. WHO WANT BUY MY BAND TICKETS??? Call me to ask for more info ba!!! But, I seriously need to sell 5 tickets. Yes, lucky 5 only... What only, GOT A LOT CAN!!! HURRY!!! SOMEBODY HELP LAR!!
Labels: Smilez and frowns everyday...
On Saturday, June 6, 2009 at 7:51 PM
On 30th may, was definitely a day of mixed emotions.
Morning was Band.
Sigh~ Well, I got real pissed when I found out that I had to play F2 for 'can't take' cause i had been learning F1 the whole time. Then there was the shortage of scores for F2.-.- wth. Moreover, Mr Wong had to leave early. wow. Common sense told me that staying back after that would only be fruitful if I did individuals. Yeah. Cause, after Mr Wong left, people who held on to their last percent of concentration just left go. Those who had at least 20% of concentration were affected by those who had given up and dropped to 10%. -.- wth. Many just started talking. wth. I seriously don't know why I feel pissed and irritated when I hear unneccesary noise. -.-''' Yeah. When the ASC start conducting, there are still people who were talking. WTH. Then many people were like asking where to start though it was repeated a few times. That was when I wished for something i would normally not... MR WONG, WHERE ARE YOU? -.-
I know... Who am I to say all these. Just a moronic sec 2 who still hasn't taken in the harsh reality of life. -.- At least I am part of this Band and I AM learning. Well, at least for the fact that I want to excel... can't you'all just do it for people who want to see the Band blossom into some Gold Band that has high levels of discipline? Yes, I know that all work and no play IS dumb. But so is all Play and NO work.-.- We can have fun but maybe it will be wiser to play at the right times...
And yes, after reading this post, some might just look at me like I am some guai kia who is so dead serious. Well-.- who cares about your opinion, FYI, I like to have fun too. but having fun at the expense of somebody else's learning time, NO WAY. This proves your low level of understanding me and many other things which causes you to be in your state.
Of course, there are others who find this meaningful. But, I don't deserve any praises for typing out my thoughts.-.- We should actually be applauding those who stayed loyal all the way. I was one of the people who lost most of my concentration, I deserve punishment. maybe after reading this, there might be enlightenment and there might also not be any. However, i am just trying to state the fact that many of us are still not independant enough to stand on our own feet. We should try though. In order to bring our Band to a higher level.
NEXT
Okay, so i left Band immediately with Zhaoyan so we'd make i for Boss's b'day. Lol, in the hurry I actually forgotten to take my file.Yeah, I AM dumb. TY to xh who helped.(-.-, my file is still with him though.) And yes, I still can't believe we got the party room which was almost turned upside down after we left. Sigh, I still believe that there are no good singers in 2BN 09.-.- I ended up screaming-.- or you can say shouting into the mike because it was like in such a low volume lar. My he chang sort of got ruined... Not that I care. Actually, i don't mind singing with a guy. BUT, I mind when he sing crap. Yes, you suck. moreover, I am used to singing the guy part so singing high for the girl part was not really what I knew how to do. And TADA, it was horrible. hahas.
okay, after that, we decided to head to DD's house to have takehome KFC. you know, here's the big thing. We almost got into a 'gang' fight. Well, it's really a long story. Celine and I were sort of saved from this entire mess just because we were tired of waiting in KFC for food and decided to walk to her house first. The rest, I DONT WANT TO TYPE OUT... Bad and scary memories, you know. It was like 2 to 30 plus.
Ahem, so what a memorable b'day party it was. Though there were weird memories, but I guess everyone had fun... As in overall. =/
HENCE, i said it was a day of mixed feelings.
HAPPINESS PISSFULNESS (get it?) total SHOCK being PETRIFIED(of being stalked) WORRY for everything...
P.s. after reading this post myself, I started smiling ironically for the first part and grinning like an idiot for the second part.
P.s.s. I think that was an interesting day for me... Don't you think so?
Sometimes we all hope for the better... (suddenly thought of betterment.0.0And, I still dont quite believe that that word exists.) but, it takes a whole lot of willpower and determination with the help of hardwork to change destiny...
Labels: Smilez everyday...
On Monday, June 1, 2009 at 10:08 AM
About me
Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...
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