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I used to worry and panic about every Band Combine practices, although I looked forward to them. There were two main reasons I enjoyed Band...
1) I was given a chance to make music and enjoy it.
2) I liked to see his reaction to many things.
Staring at him when he talks to us and trying to understand what he's thinking and what he's feeling was something I find myself doing often. There were times when he entered the Band room with a very black face, we knew immediately that he was in a bad mood and we were dead. But of course there were times when he's in a good mood and I loved his jokes.
Thinking about it, he would often share about his own experiences with us and all of it were so interesting...
Later, my thoughts drifted to the memories I had of Band in the past. I remembered the Beijing trip, blah blah. It's actually very sad when you know you're not going to see this person anymore. No more of the same scary conductor sitting infront of you, giving black face and positive stress. SIGH~ To think of it, I'll actually miss the times...
Sigh~ I'm only a secondary 2 whom he'll forget sooner or later. LOL. It's a sad fact. When he said that CCHMSB was the most precious band to him (or something like that), I knew that this bond was caused by the alumni and the seniors, and I'm not really contributing directly to this factor although I'm in it too. What he'll remember and feel nostalgic for is actually all the times in the years he taught cchmsb... Although he might not know who are the ones feeling sad for his departure, but one thing's for sure-- people whom he isn't really close with are feeling sad too. And one of those people is me. Hmm.
Yesterday, when he wanted us to ask questions, my mind was in a total blank. Everything seemed like it was a dream, so unreal. In my mind, this phrase played over and over again, "in a few more minutes, you're not going to see this fella again."
In my heart, I feel empty. The aim's gone. So the worried and panic feeling is gone too, poof! Vanished into thin air. What do I work for now? Hmm, getting my basics right. LOL.
You know, after Mr Wong leaves, CCHMSB is going to turn into chaos. Everything's breaking. Are we really going to be bias against the new conductor? He/she is seriously going to have a hard time, with many people feeling upset over this issue, many having the idea of quitting.
My life in cchmsb is going to be difficult but I want to continue on to see what this new conductor can do. Is he/she going to make history to be able to bring our band together and make music like how we used to? Can everything return to normal? No. But we can create a new cchmsb, right? I tried psyching myself that we had to accept this change and then adapt to it. No matter how unwillinging we are... This is already done and we can't do anything to change it... What's the point of feeling pissed and upset now that everything has been confirmed? I guess we'll just have to live through it.
We encounter many people in our lives, most of them come and go. It's just fate that he was brought into each and every one of our lives and now, harsh reality has to rip him away from us.
But, with him leaving, I expect the new conductor to understand our band just like how He used to and lead us towards excellence like how He would want it too.
From this moment, I am not going to feel sad that Mr David Wong is leaving CCHMSB. I wish him all the best in whatever he does and always remember cchmsb no matter where he goes. I just want him to know that he has already become engraved at the bottom many of people's hearts and he has became a page in the book of my life story. (Or if prefered, PAGES...hehe XP)
Sometimes, I really hate the law of constant change!~
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Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...
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