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Man In Black...
Staring at this black figure in a sea of whites...Many thoughts ran through my mind... Memories... plus a tinge of protest. Why am I sitting in the audience? Why was there a terrible ache in my heart? How I wished I was performing on stage under his baton... How I wished we also had the exchange with SUB... How I wished... But wishing seems pointless and no use liao. It feels like the memories are just delusions that never really happened... It all came so fast but in the end, went so slow... I had promised myself that I must not get upset because of this. But... Seems like I failed. It just seemed so unfair... Perhaps you might think I'm selfish but you'll never understand this feeling unless you undergo it... To a point which I'm jealous when I see him conducting other schools. LOL Unexplainable. Till now, I still don't know the reason. I don't know what to believe and what not to. But what difference would it make even if I knew. Nothing. SIGH~ What's use of writing petitions after petitions? Do they really work? I dont know what really happened but if He knew it was going to happen and yet he couldnt do anything to stop it... Or maybe he didn't want to... Then what makes us think that our petitions would work. Even if they really work, it has all already ended... Everything ended on that very day... If they worked, would he be willing to come back... Actually. If we really think about it, we were not suppose to see Him in sec 1. According to what he said, he should've left few years earlier after that gold... Which meant we were already not suppose to go through this 2years. Thinking positively, it was already so damn lucky we got to experience it... And, I don't want to think about the negative part... I'm beginning to think that I'm hallucinating................................................... Labels: frowns everyday... On Sunday, December 20, 2009 at 10:16 PM |
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![]() Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995... |
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