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Bienvenue Layout: Everything I ask for Best viewed: Mozilla Firefox Screen: 1280X800 This is my corner... If you're looking for trouble, please leave me alone...	If you see me now, I'm smiling like a fool. No joke. I love this random device my dad lent me to watch movies and dramas!!! Currently addicted to this new one called 'Mary stayed out all night' / 玛丽外宿中~ I think the girl is super cute though she's not that pretty~ The best part about the show is the SUPER funny parts. My favourite so far was when Maeri's dad came home drunk and when JungYi tried to piggyback him, both of them fell (This is the FIRST funny part) immediately afterwards, Moo Kyul did a super super drama expression (This is the SECOND funny part)!! Boy do I love korean drama. Equally drama like Japanese drama but korean makes more sense ba... HAHA. AND AND, the emo parts are always so emo!!! =] _____ When's the next band practice? I miss band. I'm bored at home. LOL. WANG WANG~ MEOOOOOOOOOOOW~ Labels: Smilez everyday... On Saturday, November 27, 2010 at 2:35 PM Like a penguin who can't fly... Recently started watching this korean drama called《贝多芬病毒》. I realised a huge problem we're currently facing after watching the 3rd episode... Well, there was conflict with the conductor and the band, so in the third epi, the girl spoke up against the conductor. She mentioned that "the band needs a conductor whom they can rely on to help correct their mistakes. A conductor who is willing to go through thick and thin with the band..." And yes, the conductor was super pro. He's skills were awesome just that he has this sickening attitude that prevents him to show a tiny sense of mercy when he lashes out at the members. Basically, you could say they were all scared of him and hence therefore unable to perform under stress. It makes me think... It is obvious that the individual members in the show are strong in their own instruments but to make great music that is comfortable for thy heart and soothing for thy ears, they must work together and then, under the baton of their conductor can they finally rise up and conjure great music. It reminds me of what Mr Wong used to say... "Listen to what others are playing. Don't only focus on your score. Look up and open your ears." Before he left, I guess that was what we were working on... Listening. Only if we listen then can we match our individual instruments to instruments of the same kind then slowly slowly to instruments of other sections and eventually the entire band. Well, that's if we individually practise and work on our skills first... Only after we know the score technically then can we move on to the emotional and deeper intent of the score... By then, that's where the conductor comes in to help in that aspect of making us feel the music and giving out the correct messages. Not nag at us for random rhythm and blah blah... However, in our current situation, we are totally unlike the people in the show who would do anything for music. Their passion for music is overwhelming. Because of that they are commited to practising on their own, sacrificing their night time to practise... Their unity makes me so jealous. Even if I am a noob in my instrument, I will feel super proud to belong in such a wonderful band... Don't you think so? If your peers work hard with you, if your peers share a common goal just like you and the thought of succeeding with your peers is totally something that would knock you off your feet. I've once experienced that but it didn't last long... I guess what would be my wish for now would be to concentrate on flute... AND my anime. _____ Black rock shooter is super cool. _____ Like We Used To by A Rocket to the Moon I could feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me Sharing pillows and cold feet She can feel my heart; fell asleep to its beat Under blankets and warm sheets If only I could be in that bed again If only it were me instead of him Does he watch your favorite movies? Does he hold you when you cry? Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts? When you've seen it a million times Does he sing to all your music? While you dance to purple rain Does he do all these things? Like I used to? 14 months and 7 days ago, Oh I know you know how we felt about that night Just your skin against the window Oh we took it slow and we both know It shoulda been me inside that car It should have been me instead of him in the dark Does he watch your favorite movies? Does he hold you when you cry? Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts? When you've seen it a million times Does he sing to all your music? While you dance to purple rain Does he do all these things? Like I used to? I know that love happens all the time, love (I'm a sucker for that feeling) You're on my mind, love (I always end up feeling cheated) And that happens all the time, love (Oh darling, I know I'm not needed) Will he love you like I loved you? Will he tell you everyday? Will he make you feel like your invincible With every word he'll say Can you promise me that this was right? Don't throw it all away Can you do all these things? Will you do all these things? Like we used to Oh like we used to -AFA X- Kaname - Departure - Flight - flute - Worries - beep beep. clearing brain space. IT'S TIME FOR DER VOGELHANDLER~ Labels: Smilez and frowns everyday... On Monday, November 15, 2010 at 11:01 AM Does he do all these things, like we used to? Haiyo, President's going to Shanghai for 6weeks... Now I understand how my friends felt when I left... Celine's going for chalet and overseas. And Estee's going to be real busy worrying about her crazy ruan competition and grading... Soon, I'll be alone again. SIGH~ LOL. Anyway, I guess this means I have more time to practise my flute... _____ My conductor has finally decided that we play Der Vogelhandler for SYF. Finally a decision, finally a goal. I must work towards that goal~ Yesterday was the second time we played it in school. Surprisingly there was a tutor! YAY!!! Mr Chua. =O YAY! WE HAVE A TUTOR~ Personally, I felt super stresses when I first saw him, but after the tutorial, I find him rather motivating. LOL. So different from our previous one. Mr Chua is pro, though not as pro as the previous but I don't really care now. At least we have a tutor! Felt quite embarrassed when I can't really play my part well. Ugh. Moreover, we played it in the concourse infront of the NCC/NPCC/GirlGuides. Ugh. Super Paiseh nia. HENCE, I've set my mind, I WILL PRACTISE HARD FOR SYF and THE CONCERT... Speaking of which, quite worried and sad that there'll only be 3 flautists for the concert... T_T jaiyou ba... _____ Tomorrow, heading to the AFA with YanLing and Dena. Stupid fatty asstea can't make it! T_T I'm super excited, you know. I wonder how all the cosplay people will look like and how the whole atmosphere will feel like. But kinda worried it'll be too crowded till i'm sick. AND, IDK HOW MUCH MONEY MUST I BRING. The way Dena put makes me feel like I need at least 50bucks. LOL. _____ Depressing news. Justin Bieber has broke his voice... SO soon... T_T Well, I knew he was going to but not so soon... I sorta cried upon knowing this morning when I was youtube-ing... The thought that he himself can't sing the songs he used to sing and the thought that so many people will take the chance to laugh and critisize him even more just makes me super upset. To tell the truth, I loved his previous voice but I'm not like some crazy fan. And I still think his songs sound better with his previous voice... "I'm not some superpower human who doesn't go through puberty." Was what he said. Though it sounded a little irritated by the reporter's question with a tinge of yeah-i-know-i'm-undergoing-puberty-andyou're-not-the-only-one-who's-noticed, but also a tinge of trying to comfort himself, annoyed by his current situation. I wonder if he gets upset because of his plight. Like how I would feel most of the time when I always can't get my flute sound to sound nice... T_T Jiayou Justin Bieber! Dylan told me " Winnie rhymes with beanie!" JB T_T~ Labels: Smilez and frowns everyday... On Saturday, November 13, 2010 at 9:49 PM	About me Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...	Affiliates 2BN 6C FLUTE Amelia Boon See Celine Celeste Cherie Cheryl Cheng Cheng Crystal Denise the LOUD one Eanxiang Estee Gloria Firzanah Hui Cong Jeanette Jia Ai Jia Xin Jillian Jing Wei Jing Ye Ka Wing Keith Lee Hwee Tan Winnie Xin Hui Xue Qi Vincent Vivian Yu Li Yun Jin	Shout out <a href="http://www6.shoutmix.com/?wangw10">View shoutbox</a>	By title If you see me now, I'm smiling like a fool. No joke. Like a penguin who can't fly... Does he do all these things, like we used to? 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