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It has to start from deep down in that empty heart of yours... Think... are you enjoying what you're doing?

Post 200 dedicated to band~

Had the combine band thingy for the entire of today. SUPER SUPER tiring but, fun in a way ba.

Experienced a mixture of feelings again.

Heard the high quality of bands that were aiming for gold.

Actually, I feel that if we compare standard, we're currently struggling to get silver.

At a certain moment in the afternoon, I felt a total lost and hopelessness that I didn't think I'd get. I was that close to giving up.

Got to control my temper. Close to letting the monster within me out... I almost vent all the frustration onto a single person. sorry, though I know that person would never read this.

It was a sudden overwhelming anger that took control of me. Lucky i stopped myself from continuing... If not I guess I'd lashed everything out a poor person. HX said I was scary and sorta or rather shocked and scared her. o_o and I was thinking "woah, with my current stupid retarded hair cut can I even look scary?!" Damn, now I look like some idiot and totally no power. -.-''' what act also very difficult liao.

You know, SYF is like around 18 days away and we only have 6 goddamn practices. I cannot believe how slack everyone is... No rahrah at all... T_T

When the timing friday's prac was revealed to be 8-3, I heard a few 'wth's... fish them nia. BANDS ALL AROUND THE WORLD ARE STAYING EVERYDAY, GOING ALL OUT LIAO... We already so slack still unhappy with this and that. Damn the freaking culture of current generation students. this is already considered the tip of the ice berg, only little hardwork compared to other bands and complaining liao. WTH lar. So many fishing people come for band for the sake of coming and CCA points. Just by having these few blackies will pull down the entire band. Especially if you're playing an instrument where you're exposed, play with vigor ma. Look so sian and tired won't solve anything. Even if you hate the conductor and whatever crap, at least love the music, love what you're doing.

" Everytime I think that I'll be leaving my flute after SYF, it breaks my heart literally. I have totally no idea how I'd survive the days to O levels without my flute... T_T "

Next, sectionals. If you know you freakingly can't play that part liao yet you don't want come to practise. WHY?! Purposely want to embarrass yourself? It's so obvious to every band member when popcorn picks you out and makes you play individually. Yeah, I can't play that well at least I know my technical parts and I'm still trying to make my ugly sound nicer right? I BRING MY FLUTE HOME LEH.

If you want to complain about the weight, please go rape yourself. Walao, SYF coming liao leh. Can't you sacrifice that bit? It's just like when you have a test or examination coming, you will definitely study right? ANd then you'll have to sacrifice your television or computer time ma...

Yeah, my flute is light so I have no rights or whatsoever to force anyone else to bring their instruments home but considering the number of times I see my flute at home, I think it's fair if you bring it home and practise for the next 2weeks.

Back to the topic sentence. sectionals. Sectionals with other sections can prove to be purposeful. seriously. For example, Xh and I had sectionals with Zhaoyan and Huangxue. We now know what they play at different parts and even help them out. I'm sure we all learnt something new from that sectionals. Please lar, I beg you all lar, PRACTISE YOUR PART CAN? DONT SOUND LIKE POOPOO CAN?

I don't know about you guys but I really want to go all out for this band that changed me in a way or another. I want the future generations to all feel this positive change like me. So, I'm willing to go all out as long as anyone teach me how to.

If the leaders hold a one week camp all about band, i'll go.

If the leaders want us to stay till 9pm for band, I'll stay.

If the leaders want to use my Sundays, by all means take it.

Band is my life now. I swear.

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I can't stand people who complain about the issues that shouldn't even occur in their puny minds.

I didn't find anything wrong with the meal provided today.

It was free. There was rice. Chicken, hot dog and egg. What else more you want?! Abalone? Bird nests?

Stop freakingly complaining. damn.

It is edible and can't you just appreciate what the teachers have done to provide the food?

You have food. Some people in other countries don't. They die.

Sorry, maybe I'm just some retarded ah that like your so-called 'disgusting food' but this is just my opinion... -.-''' I'm just saying what goes through my brain. You read this so what? Are you blaming me for your reading of my blog [which apparently shouldn't be that easy to find]...?

Conclusion : you're some lucky fool who needs to be banished to hell if you do not find fault in your attitude. Change before you reach a stage where nothing will help you.

Know your music, Believe in your peers who are fighting along side plus your conductor who will bring you to BIG TREE (victory) and LOVE what you're doing and you fight for... I heart band. no joke.

Labels: frowns everyday...

On Saturday, March 19, 2011 at 8:17 PM