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This is my corner... If you're looking for trouble, please leave me alone...
Many little gestures or incidents upset me.
Maybe it's all just my fault for thinking too much, I've always thought.
Today, I felt inexistent.
I've felt it many times before but due to a trigger event, I've once again experienced this sudden undesirable emptiness within.
Have you ever waved happily to a teacher and gotten a cold or no response?
I don't think we were that unfamiliar before.
Unfamiliar to the extent that you've seen me yet choose to ignore me.
It's quite depressing as if I mean nothing in your life and waving back or a simple smile would be a waste of time; as if your muscles were never meant for such useless and unworth acts.
Perhaps it was because you were tired or busy but just to let you know, it hurt my heart.
HAHA. Yeah, my puny, insignificant heart.
I'd NEVER thought adults in your field would be capable of such acts, at least not till today.
Before I knew it, the thoughts just invaded my mind.
If I really sat down to think of it, I just feel like an insignificant being in this world.
Are humans really this insincere?
I don't really have more than 2 or 3 juniors who wouldn't mind sitting with a boring person like me for lunch. At least not that I'd know of.
And I doubt less than the number before would enjoy doing the latter.
Even lesser or none for seniors I guess...
Finally, it all boils down to me and my pathetic life. Yeap.
Well, at least I still have my close friends, my bestie and my boyfriend to rely on.
I don't know what I'd do without them. seiously.
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ICT TEST.
"exciting" according to Asstea. Holy mama.
It was practically an unexpected frustrating test.
It has shown and proven (I sound mathematic-ish) that I am a close-to-totally IT noob.
HAHA! No joke.
They claimed it would be a simple 5 question test.
Who'd knew there'd be so many parts to every question.
:O really, I was close to tears from laughter/agony... I cant really tell.
The worst part is... today was just the exercise and next week's the real deal.
Help.
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Creator played me today. But I guess it must be lonely to be the only one who's holy...
Labels: frowns everyday...
Actually I guess mainly cause of the following:
1. new Iphone white (which i haven't figure out what to name)
2. my weekends are taken (volunteer work and dance lessons)
3. busy school week
4. inability to find time to caress my computer
5. study study study
6. revise revise revise
all these plus of course finding time for my penguin! :O
and yes, i am a busy girl. HAHA!
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I am starting to feel vex over my low level of vocabulary usage. Hence everytime I come face to face with a word I think I am able to change, I search my handy IPhone dictionary app for synonyms~ MUAHAHA! I will attempt describing my surroundings and people's actions too! So I definitely hope this will raise my standard/command of English by a fair bit. GOOD LUCK TO ME!
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I just finished typing out my testimonial and making the final touch ups! WHEE~ I hope the ending paragraph works out well! :O It kind of feels good when you praise yourself or when you receive positive feedbacks.
From this, I conclude that everyone needs a certain amount of affirmation every single day.
Go to the mirror this instance. Look into the eye of the person you see in the mirror.
Give a wide grin and say out loud "You rawk dude!"
This is no joke! It is serious business! AND it works! :D The smiling is a crucial part, dont forget it!
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There is so many things I want to do at this point of time :D HAHA. But I believe that I can only fulfill these wants after my big Os. o_o ARGH.
SO many that i can only remember a few though..
Like...
I want to get a long straight wallet so that my notes are straight and beautiful.
I want a type writer.
I want to improve on ALL my subjects. For this, time must indeed slow to a crawl.
I want to thank and live up to the expectations of all my teachers.
I want to let my family know how much I love them.
I want to affirm my friends how much they mean to me.
I want to write a random story on this laptop.
I want to dream about flying again.
I want to watch Transformers, Cars 2 and Harry Potter movies.
I want to go shopping with CELL.
I want to achieve great ambitions in the future.
I want to live my dreams (though they arent any clearer to me at this point in time)
I want to eat the nice delicacies around Singapore.
I want to celebrate National Day with ALL Singaporeans on 9th August.
I want to sing K with my classmates.
I want to spend time with my boyfriend~ :D
I want to break free! (whoops, song lyrics)
I want to get recognition
I want to feel and experience.
I want to spend a day without a single worry.
I want to believe in my abilities.
I want to smile and laugh with my friends 24/7. HAHA
I want to scream to the world "I've completed Os!"
I want to just be myself~!
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Everytime i see your face, my heart takes off on a high speed chase~
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Don't be scared, it's only love, that we're falling in...~
Labels: Smilez everyday...
Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...
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Creator played me
I want to be able to pass on the same light that you shone onto me...~
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