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Can't stop tearing... T_T
"They will just take moeny out from your medisave to buy this enhancer thingy!"
There went me trying very hard to explain calmly to my father what my mother was actually telling him. Sigh... Sitting in a car with my mama and papa fighting makes me want to cry my heart out... Sometimes I wonder why can't they just each take a step back and be understanding towards each other... It really depresses me when they talk about death, especially in this case where this medical insurance of some wort is involved... Truthfully, i am scared. I have no idea why my father has become so uptight about his cash to a point he shakes his head everytime we request for something that needs money, even before we can even explain what it's about... Maybe I am still a clueless child who doesn't know the adult world but all these insurance and what not are just so confusing that even my father refuses and objects violently from believing. Why must every meal now be like a battle field? Okay, maybe not that exaggerating... But I feel like we're just staring at each other and tolerating all the nonsense that conjures up... 1. I don't want to die so early... I am scared of death all of a sudden... My mama said that when you're old, there's no way to escape the hospital bed all your life... I worry how I will cope when any of my family lies on that sickening bed... What would i do... 2. I don't want to be an adult... Why is the world so complicated? :( I am scared... I don't want to fight with my future husband about all these craziness! Can I stay a child? I don't want to be exposed to SO much decision and uncertainties.. (now i know how to answer my prelim2 oral) 3. Am I trying to escape from responsibility if I say point 1 and 2? Am I selfish if I feel that way...? What should I be feeling? Sigh... This is... life...? Labels: frowns everyday... On Sunday, August 14, 2011 at 7:55 PM It's one of those rare times when you'll see this bear cheerful the whole day~
Never imagined I could be grinning to myself for an entire day~I think I did a good job during PE today! Felt great to hear praises from fellow classmates~ But at the same time kinda embarrassed that there's actually people cheering for me... :O Glad that today's Class celebrations was quite succesful~ Though everyone was tired and drained from the long day, I am sure we all enjoyed the games and food~ Credits to: Comm- Estee, Xinyue, Guo Yue, MeiXin and not forgetting Dena Mrs Lim - for being with us~ Mrs Cheng and Mr Lee - for showing up~ Aileen - Drinks Roch - cups Keith - Cake Zhaoyan - fruit salad Kelly - ball Class fund - various sponsoring. yanling - helping suring explanation of games~ whole class - for being cooperative and enjoying yourselves~ (anyone I missed out?) Ohh, Aldon's video rawks! :D had a great time laughing too! Xinyue, Xinyu, Zhaoyan and Huangxue's GREAT job in doing the class book thingy! _____ I feel super happy when a whole group of us walked out of the school together~ :D so united! Never want to forget this feeling~ Enjoy witnessing the entire class smiling and laughing! There's always this tinge of warmth and comfort thee class gives me... Want to thank everyone for making up 3/4BN! without anyone of you, the class would've been totally different! :D Whee~ CHEERS~ this post is totally dedicated to 4BN 2011! :D Labels: Smilez everyday... On Monday, August 1, 2011 at 10:50 PM |
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![]() Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995... |
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