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This is my corner... If you're looking for trouble, please leave me alone...
When will I ever be able to do sufficient practices and improve?
Why is it that I can't even manage the questions you people feel are the basics?
If it's all about the desire, why is it that I lack it?
But amongst these, I realised that I have a new found pleasure of studying when I have the time. Not sure if it contributes to reducing my guilty spirit but it kind of pleases me to know that I'm clearing the workload and putting in effort for my upcoming A levels.
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I remember raving about the past A Divisions for Tchouk just a few months back.
They were never wrong when they claimed that enjoyable time spent always feel shorter than they really are.
Now I'm already buckling the seat belts for a ride towards A levels.
Everyday has been endless struggles for me as I try my very best to catch up and rack my brains to understand everything. Why does it look so effortless for others?
When I attempted to return to the past, I discovered something.
Yesterday, I went back to the htc to visit the juniors and in hope to search for the motivation that held my spirits together in J1.
I've always recognised the htc as my second home rather than my school.
But yesterday, I felt, for the first time, a part of me that shared the relationship with the htc died.
It's not like I've never felt awkward standing inside there but being not involved in the action really killed me from within.
It's a privilege of limited time only for those studying in J1 and in the team to experience.
And sadly, my time there is up and it's time for me to move on...
Maybe some day in the future, I'd find passion in something again and be able to pursue in the future. :)
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We all need some form of reassurance every now and then.
Thank you for being around to chase away those dark thoughts of mine.
My family and my close friends, for being in this together with me.
:)
Labels: Smilez and frowns everyday...
I had so much fun reading around 20 posts right from the start but I really can't believe how naive I sounded!
This just goes to show that I've ahemamturedahem and have a better control of my thoughts and actions. HAHAHA!
Simply from the way I structured my sentences to the way I expressed myself so openly, I could tell that I was really crazy 5 or 6 years ago... But :) I really enjoyed myself thoroughly.
When I had fun, I went all out to have the best experience.
When I was unhappy, the world around me literally turned doomsday black.
It was all about the experience I guess!
I remember how I first started this blog and laughed about how I might end up reading my posts and being so amused by them in the future. And so, here I am, taking up the opportunity and challenge to read all my 243 posts, excluding this current one that I'm writing! I'm pretty excited because this actually allows me to know more about myself in terms of how I was before and how I've grown. :) (And all the embarrassing things I've done in the past... ugh...)
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!
(wa siao, so drama sia! As if somebody posted this challenge to me! HAHAHA!)
Labels: Smilez everyday...
Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...
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