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Today was like any other slack day. Well, I still feel very very stress. I can break down anytime hor, I bet you wouldn't want to enrage me...=.= I feel that everything is like a bag full of bags of little stones... Then all these stones add to many many worries. Sigh... I am basically carrying a very heavy sack of stones. And, I doubt I can lift all away... =[
Yay, today's my mother's birthday and we had pizza for dinner! Yum~ =]
Yay, my mum is getting me a new phone... Hehe. T707... Just because of Band... Well, might not get use to the new phone... I prefer this phone ba... Hehe. Might be changing to 91597496. Please note people. If you sms to my brother instead, you're msg is as good as not written. -,- Sigh, seriously feel very stress lar recently.
Okay. My life is making me crazy... Every morning I wake up, my eyes are like -.- then I splah water all over my face and into my eyes, they are still -.-. SIGH~
Not only do I need food, I need more sleep. I considering changing to NAS... lols.
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2 very pissing thing happened today.
1st thing... hint hint, bout 2.4km run.
I kinda hate myself for:
-not being tall enough... [shortie 154cm and have short legs.-.-]
-not being disciplined.
-losing to so many people...
aiyah whatever lah. Sort of screwed the run.
2nd pissing thing. not going to say lor...
- don't know why i even try...
- why do i even tolerate?!
- actually i have no reason to shed tears...
sigh~ lols.
Ever tried:
- resisting from crying?
- but end up crying like all the way...?
- then cannot stop later?
- finally stopped but remembered and cry again?
Sigh~ this is ridiculous. I think I am crazy. yes, I don't Care, I will not cry over this matter again.
Sometimes as i grow up, i realise i learn many things, but i start realising that I don't know even more things...
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Lols. Today was seriously a weird yet funny day! =]
Firstly, in the morning, I usually don't wear my name tag to school then kenna caught by the teacher. LOLS. -,- Somemore got very -.- and decided to ignore and think happy thoughts.
Chiong the chinese project that we had to do then saw Estee-kun's new SUPER cool hairstyle. Spent quite some time laughing not only at her but also Kawing's SUPER cool dance moves. Haha.
First lesson was History, went through another tiring but interesting lesson on anti-NS. haha. Next lesson was HCL! Yes, thi is the second weird thing. Before the whole class start, Nianwei started the entire discussion which lasted for 1hour, an entire period... yeah, cool huh? Everyone spoke what they had in mind. We talked from teacher's teaching method to the right of speaking Eng in Chinese class. LOLS. Then some people got sensitive, emotionally unstable and scared. yes, the scared fella was me, cause everyone seemed so scary... lols. Third stupid thing, during Eng lesson, found out that my group's ad lost to denise's by around 2 points. FREAK. Why does all the group activities I participate in mostly end up 2nd? Not very satisfied nia... Then we had to write the individual component 2/3... Sian. Miss Adri said must write 250-300 words then I thought I would over the limit so write as little as i could and ended up writing TOO little. Yes, stupid, around 171. ARGH~ had to fill up the gaps...-.-
RECESS! Was not so delicious for the spaghetti part but delicious for the chicken part. YUM~
Then Music started, this is the FUN part. Fourth in the line. Hehe. Music lesson, trying to get a nice melody and accompany. haha. Reminded me of Band... Missing it... Then tricked Da ge into doing both hands at once. hehe. He finally managed to get the left hand right, right? HAhA. so funny! Then he spent a lot of time figuring it out... Muahaha. Nicholas lag while playing left hand. HAHA. Then stupid Denise threw the bear into my face. -.- Nose hurt... Haha.
Maths next lesson. We did a mock test. Fifth! I wrote everything in pencil and panicked to change everything back to pen. HAHA. Got damn irritated to get a nice line. Stupid nia. Okay, the rest not really impt or amusing...
Okay, then it was after interaction period, HAHA. Group work to make 5 rules. Hehe. Zhenyu despo for brushes, asked around then Jiaxin and I heard 'bras' instead. HAHA. So somehow, he admited he was wearing cup G. LOLS. Then asked Keith to see his reaction, then he claimed he wear cup Z. -.- Yes, omg. haha. LOLS, then he tried to act as if he really had them. =.= HAHA. Damn funny. Wonder whether tomo got food...
HAHA. Had delicious time Frolick-ing with Celine. Muahaha. Yummy.
Ohya, saving up to get a new phone and new plan just because of Band again. Haha...-.- Yay, maybe dun need to specially save up cause mum suggested she pay for phone and dad pay for my monthly bills. YAY, muahaha, feeling so lucky...
Watching anime is my hobby. =] Introduce any great ones to me please. So far, i think kekkaishi is damn interesting nia... =] I finish lo.
So sleepy everyday. Chionging hw in morning or at night not good for my health. HAHA. Enjoying delicious mushroom soup that my brother made. HAHA. Insane mushroom soup. HAHA. Celine, reading?
How I hope there'll be a weird 1 week holiday somewhere out of nowhere then I can sleep late. muahaha. My life will then be... hmm. no comments ba.
Hungry again. wanted to cook insane noodles today nia, then suddenly mum da bao carrot cake for me=.= So sad...
0.0
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So far my favourite anime voice actor is Hiroki Takahashi. HEHE.
Currently watching [Tokimeki Memorial ~Only love~] -.- Wondering about the character Koya Inukai. -.-
Get addicted to ANIME people, or else you are living a very very very sad life!=.=
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lols. Came back from my delicious brunch.
Hehe, yesterday my cousin came over and we played mahjong from 10pm to 2am. Yes, my mahjong skills rawk, okay! Muahaha. I ended up as the big winner. Muahaha! We played 50cents and 1dollar... Then the starter was 10 bucks. HAHA, then won 8 extra bucks at the end. HAHA. I think I am very pro. My brother lost all his money and even owed my cousin 50 cents. HAHA. Yes, it was very funny. Somemore, I was feeling tired and missed some chances.
Next, this morning, my brother was queuing up for bbt at the Blk 200plus sweet talk. Well, that area is kinda small and squeezy and worst of all, there are fruit stalls at the opposite side. And, i have no idea why that area suddenly got crowded. We stood near the side, the fruit stall there. Then suddenly a woman walked pass and said loudly, "Aiyah, stand at the center of the way for what. Block everyone's way."
... Ei? I thought I standing at the side. LOLS. Then, something more crazy happened. The fruit stall uncle suddenly said, "Excuse me [xiao jie], can you move away, you are ruining my business." WALAO. WTH. lols. How ridiculous can this get. Then my mum was also a little pissed and said loudly, "Aiyo, Aunty say we stand in the center of the way blocking when we are at the side, then stall uncle chase us away." Yeaps, I agree with her. Then the stall uncle throw temper, "Who chasing you away? Ask the government chase you away lar. People doing business here leh!" LOLS.
Firstly, was it our fault that the area suddenly got cramped? NO. WOW, f you really want to blame, you can blame pan gu for creating the world. -.- As if we wanted to be standing in a crowded area. LOL.
Secondly, we WERE standing at the side, FYI. And again, want blame, please blame pan gu. The world was created like that what do you expect. Again, doubting about our ability to tell center and side. We are not stupid people, we KNOW what is centre and side. LOLS.
Thirdly, what a great attitude he has. Even if we were about to buy anything from your stall, we would SURELY leave immediately. -.- Lols, you talk as if when we don't stand there, 100% got people go to your stall. =.=Pfft. Somemore talk to us like that. So... Okay, no comments.
Fourthly, started grumbling about government... If you are unhappy about your lousy life, you don't need to tell us. We also don't wish to be dragged into being deemed as an anti-government person. =.='''
Sigh~ That really was pissing you know. -.- And, after that, I didn't really have the apetite for bbt. -,- Wonderful.
Very confused with all the stupid projects. ARGH~
there are many pissing things in life, it is how we try our hardest to see them as a benefit in our lives. Lols. Where did i see this le...
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Lols. Today was a day of mixed feelings. (Ei? I seem to have said this before...) Sigh, Band was held today, POP... -.-''' Then morning still got tutorials only that Miss Tan wasn't here. Slacked through the entire thing actually. Cause we were actually enthu about playing Alex when all of a sudden we received news that Concert was canceled. Oh well, No more Alex. Bye~ Then we stopped playing. Aww, I was all ready to play...
After that we decided to play a nerve wrecking game, hehe. Introduced by xh, actually saw on tv before long long time ago lar. Stupid. Managed to get Nicole to say she is fat. Haha! Muahaha. Then after that, nothing to do nia. Nicole and Dallas played songs on their phones.
Then I felt damn bored then I played random BAND songs on my flute. Including Under the Flag!!! YAY. Soon, time flew and it was time to go for POP. Actually, this POP, in my opinion, was done very rush. Then, but also well organised.
The slides were shown, many speeches... I felt that many people have wrote interesting thank-yous. =] Well, Yisheng, I feel that the time we spent with you was not cherished. Maybe... Idk.
Then, we were 'chased' out so that the committee could discuss the next batch of leaders. WOW, my first exposure to the game [tap tap] HAHA!!! I won Zhaoyan! Hehe. Very fun=] Try it. Then we were brought to the concourse for lunch. YUM. There were not really enough of the delicious food. Hehe, know what's eat tofu in Chinese? HAHA, everyone ate Nicole's tofu. HAHA. But, hmm, it is delicious. And I only got two. -.-'''
Afterwards, we were to return to the MP1 for the announcing of the future leaders. Wow, it was kind of expected and unexpected. Shall make no comments. Because as Mr Wong said, if we want to express a comment, we must make good ones, not those that will hurt others and not benefit AT ALL. Okay, WEIRDLY, I was selected to be the next aric. Our sl and ass. sl are Tianyi and Xinhao respectively. haha, xinhao kenna saboed. Actually I think he should get that position in the first place, not counting the sabo part lar. Hehe.
Dunno whether getting selected as aric is a good thing or a bad thing. One thing's for sure, better change my phone plan to unlimited sms nia. -.-''' If I know what's good for me... Hehe. WELL, claimed by people, that being an aric or getting any post is actually the recognition for our... skills? Er... potential? But, I feel that it is weird in some way... AND, WHY DOES EVERYONE READ MY NAME AS [WINNIE WANG] WHEN IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE [WANG WINNIE]? -,- Sigh~ Oh well, nevermind. =p
Okay. Feeling SUPER stressed out. Cause there's LOTS of projects that need to be completed. Wth. ARGH~ Let me list out...
CSP- dreadful.
Chinese- words that need to be explained...
- plagiarism
Home Econs- What's that word again?-.-'''
Physics- Electricity thingy...Write names on paper lor.
Moreover, I needa discuss the Walkatorn thing with the class. Dreaded. And, discuss with class committee about the class cleanliness issue. Crap. ARGH~ My life is packed. I tend to procrastinate... Wth... S.T.R.E.S.S. Going to fall sick soon, i think.
Sometimes I just want to break down and give attitude but you know, there's this thing called discipline that doesn't allow me to... I feel that life just isn't really meciful but I have no right to say that because there are others worse off than me... Like breaking a leg isn't enough. Then I seriously consider what is it that keeps me going? I really don't know. All I know is, I must keep moving to keep up with the spinning world. I might just get spinned off if I am not careful... Then Don't know how many zillions of kilometers I fly away in the universe...
I try but I guess it's not enough... Tell me, how much is enough...
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Sigh~ Feeling emo now... Weird I always get this feeling when I type post. Haha.
School Rumble is totally a funny anime. Haha. Harima likes Tenma but Tenma doesn't know and instead, she crushes on Karasuma. All MAs. Haha. Stupid things they do. Left with 2 more cds I think.
Sigh. Cannot believe it, time seriously flies. Tomorrow we'd be doing the Band Votings and Saturday is POP. Then it's almost like goodbye to the sec 4s... Everything becomes weird then. Sigh. Band practices without them will be weird... Soon, it'll be my turn to say goodbye in 2years time. That's fast... Don't want it to end... WELL, all good things end fast. Must learn to say goodbye nia. So hard.
Okay. I realise that I have like lots of homework on my hands. Especially projects! AAAAHHHHHHHHHH! Somemore chinese and csp de. NO~~~~~ DIfficult nia. Sigh. Ohya, plus home econs. What were we suppose to research on again...? 0.0
Hate it when we needa do impromtu stuff. But, our Eps teacher is very funny. Haha! The grey thing in between your ears, use it.
Where do I get champagne with alcohol!!!??? ARGH~ And am I legal to buy? nande~
Sleepy now. Not getting enough sleep. You know how I prepare for tests? Sleep that night before and memo in the morning. LOLS. Please refrain from following this idiotic temp. way of studying. LOLS.
Jiayou to all the people out there who needs it.
Look on the bright side, yes, I know there isn't...
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YAY!!! Finally changed blog skins due to some idiot's constant nagging... Yes Estee-kun, I's talking about you! =]
Okay. My blog. It looks nice. Yes, thanks to the help of wonderful Celine!YAY! Three cheers to her! So happy today, you know.
1) Went Celine's house today... Borrowed [School Rumble]. It's a funny anime. Hehe.
2) As you know, changed blogskin!!! WOOHOO~ So cool... Finally, yes i know.
3) Added ahem. on twitter!!! Lols.
4) Ate my delicious insane noodles.
Okay, Celine's house is still not ready to visit yet. Hey, your master room de door open wide wide of course not ready lar. -.- Hehe. Dug a small part of the storage room to find the tool box and dragged it out. VERY heavy. Dug the entire tool box to find the stupid 'spanner?' is that how you call that? Just because Celine thought the modem's butt very weird. I told her it was meant to be that way but she didn't believe. =] It's the TRUTH, don't deny! Then spent 30minutes (i think) trying to get the weird metal thing out. Lols. And didn't really succeed. But we did manage to get internet access lar.
Thanks to CELINE. Yes, stop smiling to the computer... I manage to change blogskin. Of course an IT idiot like me won't be able to handle it all by myself so... Yeah, got her help. Muahaha. So fun... Learning at the same time. But it's too confusing for my little brain... -.-
hehe. Twitter....-.- Followed KimHyunJoong. LOLS. Funny thing, he is following Lee Min Ho and LMH is following him. -.- Very weird. I get the feeling they just joined then got thousands of people follow them. Haha. So tiring ey? Lols. Translator really is good and efficient in these areas. Lol. So interesting. LMH has 15,000+ ppl following him. KHJ losing to him, 13,000+ only. But actually, that's damn alot nia. Sigh. So popular sey. Lols.
Insane noodles. The very delicious thing that I LOVE and EAT. Especially when I'm the cook.HAHA! I think I very pro leh. -.- Actually, I still hungry... -.-
Going to research on more animes!!! Muahaha... You can't stop me but you can join me!
Feeling very very happy today!~ HAHA!!! No, I am not crazy.
Sometimes we smile unknowingly. I smile when I feel amused. 0.0
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SO sleep nowadays. Lol. I practically sleep at 9 everyday now...-.- STUPID sey. Then wake up 5 in the morning wondering whether I slept at all. Time pass too fast liao lar. Go slower leh. How I wish we could manipulate time...-.- Then I can make time speed up, slow down, stop or even rewind. Cool huh?
But talking about powers... Hmm, ever wanted a sort of power badly? I did. You know, I've always longed to have mind reading powers. Lols. It may sound absurd but it's realistic. I always wanted to know what people around me are thinking... You won't tell me... Sigh.It would be good if I had that sort of power...Hehe. Nan de...
Boring days...
nothing else to say... missing those milk teas... missing those cycling days and missing band...
If she was able to get you to listen, why can't I! Why are you like that...?!
Sigh. Missed school on Friday. Did you notice? Bet not. Haha. Yes, temperature very scary. Eat medicine like no use one. In fact, eat medicine and the results are worst. at first 38.0. Then later 38.3. Hoping it would go down, take again. But reached 39.2. Scary right? Next time I took, jump to 39.5. Siao, right? -.- Went to see doctor at Polyclinic. The doctor didn't really tell me what was wrong with me. Yeah, I know I had fever but at least he should tell me about sore throat and stuff right? Then tell me a bunch of muffled stuff because he had his mask on.-.- Somemore he types on the computer with one index finger. Then print wrong name. Almost kenna Goh Qing Ling's. Lol. Lucky I checked before he printed the mc out too. To tell the truth, other than visiting the doctor, I slept the entire day. In the morning, received all of you all's sms. Well, it was really very encouraging. =] Slept immediately after reading the smses. Like wake up, then fell asleep. It became so damn easy to sleep anywhere anytime. After I came back from the clinic, fell asleep on the sofa. Then mum woke me up and persuaded me to sleep in the bedroom. 30mins later got awoken to eat medicine again. Then went back to sleep. Felt the bedroom to stuffy fo came back to the sofa to sleep. For the entire Friday, I felt like the air surrounding me was less than 24degree celcius. Brrr... Sleep and sleep and sleep. Lols. Ohya, then whole day felt hungry yet no apetite. Only ate fruits and 2 cups of milk. -.-
Today, woke up then sleep and sleep. Today, woke up and came out to sleep on the sofa again. Lols. Slept for quite awhile. Then later, I think I was sleep walking. Gong gong idiot, I walked to the kitchen, reach out to open the cupboard and felt like fainting. Lucky I was grabbing the doors of the cupboard nia. -.-
Sigh. Seriously don't feel like posting now... BB
Very sick... Got a weird taste in my mouth. Body aches-.- SIGH~
It is weird how sometimes, you think you are very strong but actually, the fact it, you are not.
Lol, recently got addicted to the anime found on okto- Neo Angelique Abyss. Yes, it's one of those interesting story plots that I would say. But problem is, I have NEVER seen one story end the way I want it to. -.- Well, I just finished the last episode a few minutes ago. They never really state whether Angelique made it back after going to the sacred land... Then all the other characters are like- I will find you or I will join you- sort of thing. Lols. =.=''' Argh. You know, I really wanted to know whether it was going to be possible between her and Roche but they also NEVER state. Stupid. Perhaps it was one sided love from roche. Lols. I seriously think some Japanese and Korean male voices sound nicer lols. Maybe for the fact that I don't really understand a single word they are saying. lols. Stupid... Still pissed about the fact that it always NEVER end the way I want it to. All the shows...
Stupid. Another sad news. Somehow, I kenna vice-chairperson. -.- Have to guard the yellow book like it's my life? Bother the teachers for their autographs and even more tolerating- The Class. -.- Great. Like I have nothing else to worry about. Hahs. Well, Jiayou lors, Wang Winnie.-.-
Okay, scenes from NAA are flashing in my head again. -.- Anyone has a nice anime to recommend? 0.0 Hehe, want to induldge myself in anime frenzy again. -.- Please, no stupid animes. -.-
Broke again. Think I am going to be missing the rest of this week's recess and lunch. No tempting, please?
Sigh, since I have no animes or dramas in my list currently, anyone, PLEASE introduce one to me!!! Anyone will do lar. Nice to watch can liao!
Ohya, going to change blog skin soon... Hmm, yeah lar, soon,stop bugging lar. But I still think this blogskin quite nice leh...OKay, NVM!
P.S. Wow, Celine, one of the NAA voice over, Hiroki Takahashi acting as Rayne also acted in your School Rumble as Kenji Harima.
-??? In BOF also??? 0.0 LOLS.
But I think the one acting as Roche, Ryohei Kimura is cooler.
OMG, the guy acting as Erenfried is actually Haku in Spirited away. OMG!!! HAHAHA!!
Okay, enough of researching liao. going to sleep. 0.0
In the period of getting addicted to animes... Please refrain from disturbance...
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0.0! Lols. So many people come read ar? Lols, I read my posts three times. Even I make myself think that I'm really evil somehow. Hmm, this proves the existence of everyone's evil side in them. Well, I imagined myself as someone who don't know Mabel and read my post... Aiyah, Idk lar... =_= Stupid sey. My heart contradicts my mind. Okay, that's what I am going to say... But I'm sure my mind is the one in control now.
Away with the sadness and in comes the happiness!
Yay! Went wild wild wet today! YAYAYAYA!!!! Today is one of the rare days I totally forgotten about worrying. Wow, unimaginable right? okay, maybe I did worry at the time right before I went down the ulala at the first time. And, when I capsized backwards three times. -.- Yes, I noob can? Lols. Ohya, WWW got new donuts. Got orange duo and green mini single. Very cool, you know. Haha, I had a little trouble getting the orange to move fast. But I think my favourite is the green mini single. It's the BEST! Colour and size just right. Haha, Celine and Denise had trouble sitting up in it. HAHA!!! Celine legs too long le!!! Haha, had so much fun today!=} HAHA! Went the ulala thing like 8 times lor. All 8 times I screamed crazily. Lols. What do you expect, it WAS very kong bu! Especially got once the crew of WWW just pumped in more air and it was so damn fast lar. Somemore, I sitting backwards. -.- Lols. Last time finally didn't miss the camera but in the end, the float went too high then never see my face. Great. -.- Lols. Haha. Played so much. The big yakult's water so painful nia. I cannot even stand when it's pouring. Omg. Haha. Train leg power, go www. Lols. I think I enjoy the shiok river the best ba. OhyA! Forgot to tell you readers, Yay, I played in the rain! Haha. It rained heavy but not THAT heavy. Then we continued playing. But I think I caught a cold. -.- Very fun. Rain splashing onto my skin. 0.0very nice. very shiok! This is my third time visiting WWW! So fun. haha. Especially going with friends ba.
Next, Harry Potter's next movie coming out soon, want to watch the plot. Muahaha. hehe. Who want to watch with me leh? Celine?
I am hungry again.
Many times what my heart and my mind say, I cannot decide which to believe in... Which will you believe in...?
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MABEL'S CASE
you all wonder how i got in?! i got in because of i have ability. you dun like me in the first place, den why make use of me? treating me like those kinda dog being held by you. celine accepting me? i dun even feel that way. you guys de attitude practically proves to me that you all never even realised my existence in the first plase. yes, i have depression, split personality as what the doctor had said. and if you guys dun crap, i wun. thats called an eye for an eye can! you all dunno my situation you all still say i am crazy or what yes i am, so WHAT CAN YOU DO? i can go bonkers anytime when i want to. yes, i am bitch i am lunatic. i dun have friend's care and concern. i just want to cherish everything i have now. but since you guys dun even like me in the first place, den dun. treat me as though i have disease can le. you happy? you happy? satisfied with what i say now?! CELINE TAN, yes i am pathetic. and SUCH A LUNATIC LIKE ME DUN NEED YOUR CONCERN AND YOUR 假好心. wang winnie says you are trying to accepting me, but dun force yourself. i am crazy, i can do the exact same thing and history repeats. i dun need you to be my friend or anytrhing like that. i think this is the best thing. and to WANG WINNIE, i dun really care, so you just let me be what i am now. and if you dun like me, dun make use of me. 我不是任你操控的傀儡.
Lols, just saw this entire "really pissing me off" posts in Mabel's blog.
I am like totally SPEECHLESS. But, of course I have things to say lor. -.-
NUMBER 1
Wow, like what's your ability? Making people piss? Sucking up to the teacher? Yeah, you have LOADS of them! M, you really want to know what the hell I think? Well, for starters, how did you get your so called "ability"? First, you act all goodie goodie infront of the teacher then try make her think you are like the most guai, most active in participation, right? Okay, perhaps your that's your nature, I don't know but it appears that way to everyone. Try to deny? FYI, is there anyone in the classroom whom you think 'likes' you? I bet most of us try our hardest to tolerate you talking so loudly in class, trying to get attention, ohya, not talking, shouting to be specific. Do you find yourself being asked to lower your volume often? yeah, by the looks of it, YES. I don't understand why you just love making yourself the center of attention?! Is that even fun? We find it annoying, you know? Many don't want to hurt your feelings, they don't tell you. For the kinder ones, they tell you to "lower the volume", and, what happens? You revert! Must we JAM the thought into your puny brain?
NUMBER 2
YES, I disliked you from the beginning, now, I HATE YOU! Get it? In what sense was I making use of you? Wth, what can I get from you? Lols. Oh, I just remembered something. You are undergoing the school 95% financial thing, right? But how come we always see/hear you getting new phones so often? And, maybe you don't know but now, I AM telling you, you are giving us the idea that you are loaded. You know why? You seem to be getting new clothes all the time, you get birthday presents that cost so much(eg. shirt from freshbox), changing phones, wasting smses and phone bills. But, I DON"T care!
I seem to be the idiot who always gets mocked by you. You are always bias against me. And, when you make into one of your lame jokes, I MIND. But what foolish thing I do? I tolerate. Yes, I cannot believe I do that! Do you see me taking a scissors and ripping you apart? Punching you in your eye? Or even doing any ridiculous things? I practically either laugh it off or stare at you. Simply, I don't want to make a big fuss out of it. What can I get? But this matter is seriously pissing.
NUMBER 3
You really want to know why you can't feel it? WELL, THAT'S BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO ENGROSED IN YOUR SELF CENTEREDNESS, GETTING ATTENTION AND IMPORTANTLY, TRYING TO THINK OF WAYS TO GET YOUR HANDS ON ALL THE BOYS IN THE WORLD. Lols. Celine was trying and now, she ain't going to anymore. We tolerated ENOUGH! We don't see your existence? BULLSHIT. Do I talk to you, yes. Do I walk home with you (though I am very reluctant to), yes. Do I tolerate your crap, yes. What way makes you think we were NOT trying to accept you, NOT acknowledging your presence, NOT tolerating your nonsence?
NUMBER 4
Yes, I TOTALLY agree with what you say, YOU ARE NUTS! Are you undergoing menopause already? An eye for an eye? Lols. Who's tolerating who-.- Where are you? In pluto? As said in NUMBER 3, you are too engrossed in blah blah, to notice that you started the whole thing. Perhaps you don't even notice, but turning the blame to me? NO WAY! I started it? Wow, would I be so lame and wu liao to enrage you first? Yes, I dislike you, but I thought Celine wanted to try accept you so, I went along lor. If I enrage you, Celine will be pissed with me. This was the assumtion I HAD. But, found out not true. Cause Celine also TOLERATING your shit for all this while.
NUMBER 5
No friends' concern? Treasuring what you have? *rolls eye. LOLS, as said in NUMBER 3, blah blah, you are TOO ... to notice the good stuff you are receiving-.- There are people who still interact with you. You know, I sit behind you all the time and I feel sorry for JX, sit beside you, listen to your crap EVERYDAY. I sit behind you, my ears getting blasted already. You also talk to other people too, they care about you. When you always go craazy and start crying, there are people who even are so good to go comfort you, give you tissue lar, tell you don't cry liao...-.- LOLS. Treasuring? Crap again. If you treasure everything, you won't anyhow go start a damn fight, anyhow make other people the bad guys and anyhow throw your already slipping friendship away! Anyhow get people piss and upset with you. Ohya, add on to NUMBER 4, you know, sometimes, when we feel like, hmm can accept you liao, then you do darn things and make us doubt and then dun want accept you liao. Not we don't want accept you, you make us unable to accept you. -.-
Haha, I feel relieved that I need not try my hardest to accept you liao. I find it an impossible mission. I feel sorry for anyone who interact with you in future. SEE, you DUN WANT IT. Not my problem liao. Dont want then don't ask for it liao lor.
NUMBER 6
Lols, You ARE pathetic. Walao. How many times must I repeat nia. Celine NEVER 假好心, she was treating you with her sincere heart that's why tolerate your nonsence, trying to look for your good side. Don't you insult her. She was generous enough to give you that chance. Again, like in NUMBER 3, you are too blah blah to notice everything! I think I can never be that generous in my entire life, I can't do that... HAH, glad you know that I'm forcing myself. It's very difficult you know-.-But, I'm not going to anymore...WALAO, you understand your situation yet you dun wan to change-.- WTH. Since you know you are letting history repeat itself then DONT! Dont let it repeat itself. Though I dun care about you anymore, I want to tell you, as an observer, change that darn habit if you really want friends.
LOL, I also don't want to be your friend. I am going to respect your decision, we wanted to help you but since you don't want it, forget we even tried. Continue your methods lor, upset more people lor, chase away the ones you cherish lor, we DON'T CARE anymore. You know clearly of the lies you are forging, I don't care about changing them liao, all I know is, you are a bitch, there's nothing true in what you say. I know can liao. Because I know you also know. One day you will understand and regret your actions. LOLS. And, if you think you can be easily controled, you underestimate yourself. Because you are too selfish, too 'smart' and too 'powerful' for me to control. Now, I can't even break your stubborn barrier.
Lols, final word, I FORBID you to insult my friends. Especially Celine and Crystal. You can continue to insult me and get everyone to hate me but whatever you do, I WILL NOT succumb to you and don't expect me to ask for your forgiveness. Whatever you do, I will protect my friends and... Aiyah, saying this so weird nia... -.- Overall, I am disappointed in you and I feel ashamed because I couldn't do anything to help you... Not that I didn't try, I find myself unable to anymore.
To all the readers not related in this fight, do not act smart and try this. Trust me, it's NOT fun and will never be fun. Oh, if any of my language scared you, please stop reading. Lol, this is the end liao, maybe should have put this at the top... After reading everything, please don't get yourself involve in this and please don't side with either of anyone. I just want to express my thoughts and emotions. Just read and reflect and run along...
Many things are not within my abilities to understand ever since I started understanding...
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WTH. -.- Got damn pissed today. Super pissed.
You know, we (Celine and me) faced a TOTALLY absurd situation today. Yeap, many of you heard it since we were practically shouting. Stop asking what happened, I'm explaining now-.- Yeah. I am not going to hide anything I'm pissed with in my heart. I will just be very straight. Yes, Mabel, I think you're weird. We were outside the music room. Celine and I were thinking about lyrics, doing our OWN stuff when all of a sudden M appeared and started asking where's my name tag. Lol, how would you like it if I came up to you all of a sudden, while you're doing something that needs total concentration, and start yammering a question. Stupid right? Won't you be pissed too? okay, then I ignored her on purpose, bet she could tell too. Then, she should understand and walk away. But, she didn't and asked again. -.- I know, you have the right to ask but in the first place, today's Thursday FYI... I didn't bring my name tag since Monday if you HAVEN'T notice.-.- Simply cause I have a reason, right?-.- Then you chose that time to ask THAT question.-.- Okay, so next I was pissed and replied, "Your business, ar?" Then M said, "I can book you for not bringing your name tag." Okay, maybe somewhere like that. Then Celine was standing next to me and decided to help me, "You think you councillor you big ar?" Haha. Then M got pissed. Lols, we should be the ones getting pissed lor. Okay, then she immediately went to Twinnie. Lols, obviously, we could tell what you were thinking and what crap you were telling her. Then Miss Ang opened the music room. Some people went in then you stopped at the door and shouted, "Some people think they vice chairperson then they big." Lols. I got pissed also lar. Then my turn to help Celine, and shouted something back at her which I forgot. Then she shouted something back and went into the music room and cried. LOLS. I was like close to the other music room lor. Then Celine and I were thinking the same thing ba, right Celine? 'Mabel is nutz' Okay, we went in and saw a group of you all crowding around her. Great. Then she's making me the devil. So, I went in and sat where I usually sit lor. Lols, then she cried for a very very long time, emo a lot then went missing for the rest of the end part of the lesson. The end.
1) The fact that Mabel came disturbing us has been stated above.
2) The fact that Mabel cried-,- and dramatically.
lols, obviously, that gets attention. Then everybody who doesn't know the situation will comfort her. Afterthat, she'll start telling them distorted story of what happened. I will be seen as the evil person. Lols, getting confront isn't very fun, you know-.- Lols. As claimed, she mentioned about already having a bad day and having the premonition of getting pissed that day. Wow, I also had a bad day lehs, I also had premonition that I was going to get pissed nia, what a coincidence.-.- Stupid. Since you know you were going to get pissed, you should NEVER pick up a fight in the first darn place. Wth lar.
3) Next, abuse of authority.
Councillor very big ar? Can anyhow book people ar? Lols. Just because you became a councillor(Wow?! you expect me to say this???) then you can abuse the trust all the teachers had in you and anyhow book people for lame and unreasonable reasons? To tell the truth, many people were wondering how'd you get that position in the first place. LOLS.
4) Tolerance.
You know I don't like you. This is not the first time I treated you like this. Lol. You understand.
You know, I have been tolerating everything for a long time. Just because Celine seem to be TRYING to accept you. I have tolerated. can't you see, whenever you stick around, I didn't chase you away, I didn't avoid you like you had a disease. Lols. But, as they always say, tolerance has a limit.
yes, I have many things to say but I think this is enough for today. I know nobody's perfect and I'm not too, but you seem to be the most pissing case of all I have ever seen! This is like the second time I had an actual fight with you. But you always act like nothing happen afterthat. I don't understand you! Why do you revert back to your old ways after your ahem. -.-
Aiya, all I wanna say is, I very pissed and very fan now. LOLS, pissed that my maths couldn't solve that one darn it question...-.-
Sigh~ that's why I always don't really like to comfort anyone... Actual truth, I don't know how to lar...
...You stare at me like I was expected to do something. I avoided your eyes because I simply don't know... Tell me what i'm suppose to do...
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My grandfather passed away on Fathers' Day...
Sigh~ School has finally started... (o.o I sound like I looked forward to it!lols) Just the first three days and I feel so darn tired. Lols. The day before yesterday, suppose to do the composition. I fell asleep after writing the second paragraph. Great.-.- Wasted so MUCH time nia, then didn't have the time and the mood to do the mathematics and memorize the gong han.-.- LOLS, I had originally wanted to chiong the two homework first so that I need not chiong so much the next day. But, who knew that falling asleep for 2 hours would be so... SIGH~ So proud of myself yesterday. HAHA. Feel so guai. Came home and immediately started on my HCL, Maths homework after bathing. Haha. Comprehension open ended, okay! lols, to me, seeing the comprehension passage in chinese is totally draining already. Then maths was also a bit of a torture. Keying in numbers on the calculator can be so tiring. Finally, the most draining of all, memorizing. You know I have memory problems. There's limited space in my head!!! Argh!
Lols, today ran 2.4km, Great Blistering Barnicles. Damn tiring. Sigh~=[ Haha, at first the entire first lap leading (girls) then second round kenna affected by the BG secondary ones who sped past me thinking they are very fit and can last for 4 laps. Later, the entire group ran the wrong way. Lols, demostration of blind follow the blind. bet they never listen to teacher. -.- Then last lap reach the gate suddenly started raining dinosaurs. Lols. haha. Sec 1s all hide at guard house. Thinking small guard house can fit them all. Lols, first thought, run to the innosphere first. Haha. Then as I run stupid rain splash into eyes. yes,everyone thinks if you have spectacles got protection... That's stupid, okay. Drenched in the end. But rain falling on my skin really feels good. Been a long time since I tried that. Lols, very sad you know, in second lap kenna overtook by Xiaowen, Felicia, Zhaoyan and Twinnie. -.- Stupid sey.
Today, saw this girl in the rain. Teacher holding umbrella trying to get her into shelter then she walk and walk avoid teacher. COOL nia. Though I don't know what happened and what's with the other two teachers in shelter staring and feeling absurd. Haha, somemore that girl wearing uniform, confirm transparent one. -.- Seriously wondering what happened. lols. wishing her good luck.
Sigh, I don't know why I really want to do well for Geography. Perhaps for the fact that we only need to memo. But, a lot nia. -.- Just seriously want to do well in all my subjects ba, but I think I have this barrier for History. But beginning to like Lit. Idk what's wrong with me.
Practically not eating breakfast every morning. Guess this is the main reason for my shortness. -.- But, nothing to eat ma. Hmm, bread? DK lar, hmm, depending on recess. Might miss lunch too if Band starts again. But, dinner is still on. Haha. Aiya, why am I hungry all the time?
Feel very emo recently, if you see me emoing I guess, try not disturb, okay...?
Can't wait for a happy day to come sooon...
Sometimes, I look into the distance, not because I see something(even if I do, I will most probably have a weird expression...), it's because I'm thinking...
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Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...
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