Reminiscing those days...
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This is my corner... If you're looking for trouble, please leave me alone...
Cry then laugh...
Hmm, episode 8 is also sad. LOL. SEE! That's why I prefer the role Jeremy than the other two...
[Since everything's going back to its place in one hour... for one hour...I can like you ...Go Mi Nam...]
T______________T!!!
Sigh, too bad he thinks he's a gay... T_T Why is he the only one who doesn't know!!!!!!!
HAIYO!
I agree... Only after you cry to your fullest extent can you laugh happily for a hundred percent...
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On Sunday, May 30, 2010 at 8:23 AM
You're Beautiful
episode 7 is so sad.now I see why Celine like shin-woo. HMM
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at 8:12 AM
Not fated...
Denise's weird outing ended up at Celine's house without Denise. HAHAHA!!!Epic sia.
Q-mo got frightened of the increased visitors and seemed like he was going to bite everyone's hands off! LOL.
Well, it was a fact he did bite Zhenyu's hand. HAHA.
Perhaps he was just too excited to see someone the skin colour not much different from his. LOL.
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AHHHHHHHH! Du Xinyu's birthday is coming like damn freaking fast... I HAVENT GOT HER A PRESENT YET! T_T
AHH! And tomorrow I'm heading with Celine and her to buy make up?! T_T Okay, er, I think simply to say is just do some shopping. LOL. But, it feels weird. haha.
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Holidays have officially arrived. I feel not at all calm and relaxed. THERE ARE SO MUCH HW! T_T
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Addicted to the korean drama introduced by Celine...
[You're Beautiful]! Feels that 'Jeremy' is super cute and shuai~ LOL. I sound retarded. haha.
well, just think that he stands out to me more than the other two. lol. Differing opinions from Celine and Du Xinyu. HEHE.
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LALALA. I'm going crazy~ There's so many many things to look forward to but a huge amount of hardwork is needed to make it enjoyable... how...
Excuse for arriving late in school :
A series of unfortunate events.
I fainted on bed cause I hit the wall.
My tooth brush broke and I choked on it.
My breakfast burst into flames in the oven and a fire started before I knew it.
I panicked and knocked a jar of oil.
By the time the firemen got here, I left for school.
On the way, I tripped over pavement and fainted again.
The bird poo-ed on my shirt and I ran to find the nearest toilet.
I rushed in only to realise it was under construction and didn't care.
Water couldn't come out.
I went to 7-11 to buy a bottle of mineral water.
Accidentally bought sprite and poured all over my shirt.
Smelled like sprite.
Entered school.
finally realise my bag was burning in my burning house.
All my worksheets were gone.
Confronted by teacher.
-The End-
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On Thursday, May 27, 2010 at 9:16 PM
世界腐烂！
I came across this article in zhi tong che... It said : If you vent too much anger on your blog, most probably, you need to see a shrink! o_o
golly... Well, the venting anger part happened long time ago.
Now, most of the time you'll see emo-ish posts.. right? haha.
well, maybe they're right... I should see a shrink...
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I hereby request that estee downloads Maplestory so that I can play.
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That was extra. hmm...
there's pretty much nothing for me to blabber about nowadays.
Except for the fact that I am beginning to wonder if estee's unstable emotional problems will heal... LOL
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I admire Estee.
Yes, I seriously do.
One of the many things I admire her for is her passion for her CCA.
She once told me, if she ever becomes the chair or vice chair, she'll definitely change CO for the better. Then she started blabbering to me about what she'll change.
I remember that at that point of time, I was so amazed that I felt the urge to help her. That urge never died still.
If she decides to sort the tons and tons of CO score, I'll definitely help her.
If she decides to think of new rules for CO, I'll crack my brains and give my sincerest suggestions.
If she decides to organize or take part in any concerts, I'll give her my utmost support.
She is someone who loves her instrument, strives for betterment and feels for her CO.
People like her are rare nowadays. The generation is changing...
There were times when she talks to me about certain stuff and I would listen.
She 'complains' not because she is any other retarded ass trying to lament just because of personal dislikes.
She 'complains' because she is passionate about CO and can't tolerate people who just goes the opposite way of what's right.
She does that simply because she FEELS for CO.
When I heard she was not the leader. I felt a sudden rush of disappointment.
Maybe perhaps I don't really know the insides of the other leader but one thing I am sure, Estee also deserves it more than anyone just like whoever the teacher deems is.
The only difference now is... she can't change as much as she wanted before...
Well, it is possible for her to start the change from where she is currently.
But only with the help of the members.
If people start respecting her as her post, things will definitely change slightly for the better in that certain area.
But if people don't, verbal motivation to her might not be for others.
I hope to be like her someday. That is what I call a true member. The passion I have somehow isn't as close as hers though I know there is.
Well, all the above is just my opinion. I wasn't forced or anything to write this. It's just some reflecting I did...
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Things in life sometimes don't go right for us...
It's these obstacles that prove life to be eventful.
It's these obstacles that prove life to be eventful.
By learning how to overcome them is the only way to gain success.
I wonder how many will succeed.
My Life Will Suck Without You~~~ FTW. LOL.
笛子，你不会怪我吧？
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On Tuesday, May 25, 2010 at 6:58 PM
random anime lala
Oh my lala!episode 185 of KHR came out~
Daemon Spade is freaking cool!!! But I still like mokuro!!! MUAHAHA.
Still addicted to Kaichou but it's coming out kinda slowly...
even the manga has stopped for quite some time already!
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Okayy, time to go watch [jiu xiang lai zhe ni] liao~
Actually, do you think you're wasting time now, staring at my post? Or even coming to my blog?
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On Saturday, May 22, 2010 at 9:20 PM
my ever so boring life...
Today felt like a random day. Yes. Well, I was happy that it was the FRIDAY~
Until I finally remembered something...
What is wrong with winnie? haha. [this reminds me of estee, somehow.]
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I can't be bothered to write down all the things that happen during lesson. haha.
well, I showed up in class with my weird hair.
and yes, it has managed to keep my mind preoccupied...like till now. o_o
All I know is that it looks somewhat like a rake cause it has three parts sticking out,
a bush cause it is not at all smooth looking,
and it seriously looks lalala-ish SHORT!!
Well, people commented that I look the same from the front but once they look at the back, it's the end of the world. haha!!
Anyway, there was only one comment that stated the difference in my fringe. That's cool. lol.
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Okay, enough about my screwed-ish fringe.
There was lessons/band/briefing today! Woah, enough to keep my mind preoccupied yet again.
haha, I made sure I read Miss L's message like 5times and confirmed that sec3s needn't come.
Stared at Roch before I left for briefing. LOL.
OH NO, can't believe this camp requires us to complete three things, including learning a dance!
Anyway, returned and realise that we had to practise. Yeah, so, xh and I taught the sec1s~ HOHO.
Acutally, mostly xh lar. LOL. I ended up being a junior for a day. lol.
MR O and MR P BOTH THOUGHT I WAS A SEC 1!!! Ain't it cool? haha
Lalala. Locked up bandroom blah blah.
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Met boss on the way out of school.
took the bus with her and liu jia ying. LOL
This bus trip was quite a memorable one.
It all started with two guys sitting in a corner looking like gays. but one of them had real nice eyes. didn't really stare at him, of course.
Suddenly, boss nudge me saying there was something disgusting on the other side.
*turned my head to that direction.
*turned back immediately.
the guy apparently, licked the girl's face... [yuck?]
then started making out with her. -.- on the bus. -.-
according to boss, who feel asleep during the 40 min trip, while I was busy entertaining the spam-ology of smses, they had been kissing for more than who knows how many times since we boarded the bus TILL WE GOT OFF.-.-'''
Okay, though I know we aren't suppose to critisise others about their doings but it really isn't a pleasant sight... lol!
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Got off bus.
da bao-ed black carrot cake. [for idiots like newbie, carrot cake is not a cake...]
walked towards over-head bridge and saw xinmin. LOL.
talked for some time before we departed ways.
took lift.
regretted not getting milktea.
opened door.
collapsed on bed.
almost fell asleep.
dragged myself to bath.
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busy busy busy.
getting freaking forgetful.
if there's anyway I end up offending you, please don't mind me...
LOL. what i meant was a joke... you needn't become so pissed and attempt to damage school property?!
i look at the way sec1s handle their instruments, I feel so hurt... so pained.
ouch...
I WANT TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING MORE~
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On Friday, May 21, 2010 at 9:00 PM
LALALA!!! MY TOE IS BLEEDING!!! T_T
Never felt so tired before...Woke up in the morning and can't open my eyes...
Couldn't sleep at night... haha. A joke right?
Woke up at 3 am randomly and started thinking about stuff...
Never try that... yes, I'm serious...
Cause you'll definitely end up with deep, black eyebags!
LIKE ME!! HAHA!
Well, unless you're a fan of mine and you like eyebags too.
Not trying to say that I like them, of course...
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See! I've managed to lightened the mood...
Now, back to my misery.
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Well, the official first day... Back to mugging and studies after such a short break...
Lessons were resumed..
Sorta.
Learnt about an honored man of Singapore, Dr Goh Keng Swee who passed away recently...
Yes... It's sad... Especially when you know he's someone who contributed to the society, who is somehow the cause of why you're here on earth today, who is one with a Great mind... Such a pity but it was his destiny... I'm sure he is somewhere happy now...
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So tired that I fell asleep during Physics, A math and Emath!!!
After school set off with Celine to eat Frolick...
Had to distract myself, tried to make myself happy among the busy entertaining sms part. LOL
I can't believe my juniors forgot me... T_____________T
This is a sad thing. I shall not continue.
Reached home, worried a few more times.
Decided to get a haircut and distract myself from all the worrying.
It did work for awhile cause my hair is freaking short.
My mum thought I looked like a delinquent from the back sia...o.o
But I look like a total retard when I tie it up.... OH NO!!! T___________T
Mental preparation to be criticize by Keith the Monk who also has a screwed hair cut from since who knows when. LOL.
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Goodnight world... I'm leaving you for a godly 7hours. Miss me.
Tomorrow will be a better day... *forces a smile...
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On Thursday, May 20, 2010 at 8:30 PM
Change, a cruel fact I'll never forget...
I don't know what to do... Am I just blur or am I a plain retard...I doubt my abilities as time passes... How come other people can do so much better than me and I can't... What the hell is wrong with me...
And I know, there are other people worth it but why me...
Being a nobody in Band was fun... Now being somebody is just not me...
Don't you agree?
It totally feels way off...
I liked the way it was before... Why does everything have to change?
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I'm scared. Very scared.
Many 'if's are appearing in my head...
What if the Band dies because of me... Will I be able to even survive?
What if everyone hates me...
It matters...
All your expressions and body language...
They tell...
It worries me... I'm not fit for it, right? Yes...
I'm not...
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Became a retarded bm/ QM/ Log/ librarian today...
Screwed my day today.
1st, I accidentally smsed sec1s to come though they have no Band today...
2nd, I forgot to switch the damn air con on...
3rd, it was my first time marking damn attendance...
4th, I couldn't find original score for oboe...
5th, I couldn't answer my juniors inquiries...
6th, felt so helpless, clueless, shocked etc today...
7th, had to bother michelle so many times with my retarded questions...
8th, needed the prompting of friends...
9th, clueless about everything...
10th, realised the feeling of holding an oboe case. LOL.
etc.
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Is my EOYs dead?
What the hell am I doing? Just know that words or gibberish was coming out of my mouth... I hoped and wished you guys understood... But well, I guess I was too naive.
I HATE CHANGE...
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On Wednesday, May 19, 2010 at 8:07 PM
Spent half an hour staring and an hour THINKING...
Hmm... I'm beginning to think there's something wrong with me... Why? Well, partly cause somehow I don't feel depressed when I screw my examination...
Yes... Today was the BIG day... Received more than half of my papers today!! T_T
I must admit that I really really screwed MYEs... Although how hard I worked for it...
Maybe you guys don't consider it screwed but in my opinion, I did...
So far... I shall go according to ranking...
CHEMISTRY 73
BIOLOGY 72
LITERATURE 66
HCL 58
AMATH 55
ENGLISH 51
Ain't it scary? My English is a borderline pass... This should be way off the expectations of teachers... right?
SIGH... Didn't even get a A1... T_T OHNO!!!
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How am I going to do for tomorrow's? Please... I don't want to die too badly...
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Anyway, shall prepare for HCL oral... It ain't good to feel unprepared~
My Life Would Suck Without You~ FTW!!!
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On Monday, May 17, 2010 at 8:53 PM
typing out random thoughts = crazy act of retarded-ness
Sigh... Why am I working so hard!?To live up to expectations or to gain the right to play hard?
Why?
HAIYO... holidays are crawling so slowly... COME COME COME!!! haha..
Okay, I was not in the right frame of mind just now.
Please understand... LOL.
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Wayne is curently addicted to Gunbound. Holy.
And his examinations are coming... Holy.
And he's a freaking primary six who is about to take his PSLE. Holy.
Yes.
I'm still not in a right frame of mind. Holy.
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Okay, that's for today folks, come by next time.
We, the lovers of food-olgy,
pledge to eat prata everyday..
Regardless of onion, cheese or egg,
To build a fat society,
Base on sugar and chelesterol-ery
So as to achieve happiness, obesity
and satisfactory~~~
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On Saturday, May 1, 2010 at 4:08 PM
About me
Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...
Affiliates
2BN
6C
FLUTE
Amelia
Boon See
Celine
Celeste
Cherie
Cheryl
Cheng Cheng
Crystal
Denise the LOUD one
Eanxiang
Estee
Gloria
Firzanah
Hui Cong
Jeanette
Jia Ai
Jia Xin
Jillian
Jing Wei
Jing Ye
Ka Wing
Keith
Lee Hwee
Tan Winnie
Xin Hui
Xue Qi
Vincent
Vivian
Yu Li
Yun Jin
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Cry then laugh...
You're Beautiful
Not fated...
世界腐烂！
random anime lala
my ever so boring life...
LALALA!!! MY TOE IS BLEEDING!!! T_T
Change, a cruel fact I'll never forget...
Spent half an hour staring and an hour THINKING...
typing out random thoughts = crazy act of retarded-ness
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