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This is my corner... If you're looking for trouble, please leave me alone...
It sucks when you get questions that you dont know how to do... Your mind is a blank and when you hand it up, you're like thinking : "There it goes, I never want it back again...T_T"
But of course, you'd get it back within a week... Another dreadful part...
I used to wonder why is it that primary school I am able to answer 98% of the questions in the examinations. Well, now I know, cause last time I only had 5subject to concentrate on and now I have 9. Everything seemed so easy to understand then but now, I have a question for ALL the answers.
When it comes to secondary school life, it all boils down to pure memory work. Sometimes I find myself not even understanding what I'm memorising, I just know, it has to be memorised because somehow, it's important. Don't you think so? o.o
When it comes to exams, there are so many things to do... I don't know where to begin and sometimes, I don't know how to. But you just know you have to at least read through the textbooks and understand a little.
Well, if you want to argue that exams are not pure memory work, I beg to differ. Many a times when you're having a tests or an exam, you understand the whole thing perfectly just that you're not someone who has a huge vocab or a very good way of expressing. Teachers always mark you down because they do not see the KEY WORD. Yeah. So children are obliged to do memory work to paly safe.
SIGH. I wonder why our brains so far has only worked up to a few percentage. WHAT IS HOLDING IT BACK? WHY?!?!?!
And why do some people get to use more of their brain power than others. Is that fair? haha... I don't know.
Life is a mystery. What is the purpose of a human in the world?
Movies often state that one has to fulfil his or her prophecy...
What's my prophecy...?
Labels: frowns everyday...
Apparently, was stuck at three questions...
Natural instincts would tell you to ask for help.
Teachers teach us to ask for help.
Parents nag us to ask for help.
They buy us a handphone to ask for help and help others.
Even the baby will cry for help when he needs his diapers changed.
"I feel like a baby who cried and cried and finally died because I have no more tears..."
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Nowadays, I'm not sure if I'm just emotional / crybaby / weakling / idiot...
Everytime I do my homework, I just feel like breaking down.
I think of so many things.
-My EOYs are coming yet I still dont know so much, I'm still so blur!!!
-Literally pekchek because of my inability to cope with secondary school life and extreme workload.
-If I cant handle this now, how am I to handle my job in the future..?!
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Just now, I spent 1 hour smsing and calling, desperate for help, yeah I know, its a sunday and all, but I just feel so useless and angry at myself for not being able to do three AMATH questions.
ARGH. I was so frustrated with myself that I literally broke down and cried...
My mum came in to sweep the floor, somewhat shocked to see me crying in my room yet not making a sound.
And she told me: (chinese)
"Aiyo, do homework, do until cry ar? ke lian...
There's bound to be questions you're unable to answer, Winnie, if you know how to answer them all, you'll already become a teacher. Bring your homework to school tomorrow and asks those geniuses~"
I love my mum.
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Such an inspirational line.
Though I felt like smaching my phone, I just switched it off and threw it aside.
I kept my disgusting amath homework and studied bio~
I'm beginning to love self studying for biology on a free sunday afternoon~
so there I was happily filling my textbooks with colours and post-its.
Bio rawks in solving my emo-ness.
What a weird thing to say... LOL.
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I feel that as the years past, the human life really pushes the human body to the limit.
Those unable to catch up will definitely fall back, unable to carry on.
Those barely hanging on will eventually let go because there IS no hope.
Those clinging so tightly will scar their legs and lose so much energy and drop off.
The remaining people, sitting on comfortably are the ones setting the rules.
Don't you think so?
Hence, all these lead to corruption etc. If they are unable to stay on board fairly, they'll find ways to stay on board, illegal ways of course.
I find myself unable to fight everything at once.
I can't fight the tops.
I can't fight the medium.
I can't fight the cheaters.
I'm losing hope, and fast.
Soon, I'll just be standing there, watching as the world leaves me behind and gets further and futher away from me.
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After reading through what I typed, I can only conclude one thing.
I'm emo. =[
Things ALWAYS don't go the way I want it to be.
It will never be the way I want it to be.
Goodbye to the dreams I used to hold on so tightly to...
Go on without me... I'll never catch up...
Labels: frowns everyday...
with my pile of homework not decreasing AT ALL.
hehe.
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anyway, normally, I would NEVER last after 1030 but who knew, I'm not really THAT tired afterall... abnormal huh? i totally agree.
Maybe I should really change the way I speak English... The singlish and stuff is really affecting me...haha.
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YAY, I'm excited for tomo...
I'm gonna become santa claus tomo~ HAHA
I love to see people happy because of me... somehow. haha.
It's so cool to have three other people sharing the same birthday as you... don't you know?
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Thanks everyone, I appreciate your thoughts, intentions etc.
I'm so touched!!! HAHA
Though I only know abit of what's going on around her but I feel so blessed already to have friends like yall! HOHO.
I bet there's no one as lucky as me~ sounds bhb. okay, whatever. haha
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Homework really drives me up the wall.
Wonder if I really put my heart into it will I be able to finish? well, I'm going to continue to work hard to achieve my goals... JIAYOU WANG WINNIE!!!~
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HOHO, I like [Introducing me] by Nick Jonas and [You're my favourite song] by Joe Jonas and Demi.
Somehow influenced by fatty Celine Seaweed WIPES and fatty Estee RICEBALL.
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I'm looking forward to the next day.
The first of my 15th year on EARTH.
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I'M GETTING AN INCURABLE FLU SOON~ SOMEONE HELP ME...
i love you, Fibby.
Labels: Smilez everyday...
Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...
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I ask many questions for your many answers...
Sometimes, people are the ones that are irritating... -_-'''
Spreading the happiness like butter and jam~
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