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This is my corner... If you're looking for trouble, please leave me alone...
I don't want to hear the same sorry but I think i'm asking too much.
fish.
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I've made up my mind not to use com from tomorrow till after Prelims.
I wanted to use it for the final time just now.
My brother was so darn determined that he won't let me use the com.
My mum, being unable to handle the situation, like always, claimed that neither of us will get to use it if nobody decides to let the other.
Fine.
Let him use lo.
Everytime it's me letting him win. I have no idea why.
Who cares anyway.
All I need now is my textbooks, my worksheets, my wonderful homework pile plus the assessments and revisions to accompany me.
Yeap.
Not lonely at all.
Perfectly fine, thank you.
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You can't do anything and I bet you won't.I'm sad. Can you tell?
Keep the drug (com) away from my mum and my bro! LOL
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In secondary school, the only thing I can ever get full marks for and get straight As for is NAPFA, physical fitness Assessment. MUAHAHA.
I feel proud of myself and I'm thankful for the body given by my parents, the support from all my friends and lastly, the wonderful unexpected results my body blessed me with. Bleh.
(in order of test)
Sit-ups - 41
Standing Broad jump - erm i forgot around 180
Sit and Reach - 51
Inclined Pull-ups - 27
Shuttle-run - 11.2
I thank the creator too.
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Tomorrow is the SYF judging for CO and Guzheng, I wish all of them best of luck.
Enjoy the music you make and just let loose, HAVE FUN!
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Ohya, I had forgotten to tell you about my mishap on Saturday.
It apparently rained sumos, I attempted to run. Took my first step and... I...
Slipped and slided. Ouch.
Scrapped my knuckles and ankle area. Teehee.
I'm finee though, don't worry!=O
BLEH.
I
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Today was... difficult.
Shall start from the least to the most bothering thought.
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I lack exercise.
Yes.
After a simple 5station training yesterday, my stomach muscles ache like.. Creator knows how pain. A random cough, a gentle laugh and a soft push sends billions of dinosaurs biting at the affected area around my hips. No joke.
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I went for my president's judging today.
let's just say it was unexpected.
Found myself feeling SUPER inhumanly nervous when she stood at the end of the room.
I don't know much about wushu. I practically don't know anything at all.
I guess I don't really have any rights to say anything too.
I felt that leaving her alone would be the best...
I hate myself for not knowing what to say, not knowing what to do.
Fish.
I felt so freaking bad when I stood at the side witnessing her sudden change in look and stuff.
The results were just too unexpected even for her I guess.
The feeling of helplessness sucks.
I was still stun when she left the hall.
Chased after her, didn't really know where she went then I heard that she was upstairs.
Saw her busy. Could tell how she was actually feeling. Actually I can't. I'm not her.
I wanted to call out to her and hug her and stuff but I thought what if i did that, would she feel worse? I really didn't know what to do.
I felt so lost. There stood my friend, hiding all her emotions behind that strong looking face of hers and I just didn't know what to do. How to make it better.
The overwhelming feeling forced tears out.
Never in my life had I feel so strong for results. Results that were not even mine to begin with.
I hate myself.
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There I was feeling super overwhelmed and just wanting to let everything out.
For the first time, I spent an entire 12 ride awake, holding in.
Blinking hard looking straight into the fluffy clouds in the sky, wishing for...
After sending a text to president, i stun at my seat, not knowing if what i did was right.
Looked down, see screensaver, felt like my efforts of looking at sky was almost wasted.
I wanted to question everything. Why was the world created?
So many things flashed through my mind, so many thoughts just flood in, taking over the initial occupant.
You know, I still believe and I don't want to let this go...
How to be understanding when I don't bloodily understand any freaking thing.
That's it. Shall not write anymore things about this on my blog. Such things keep inside my heart can liao....... Too painful to write out and tear all over again.
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Amongst all these, I'm still telling myself there are people worst off than me.
I can't believe myself o_o'''
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Today then I realize the pain of being a secondary 4. -__________-
Thank you people for cheering me up todayyyy :)
Ok this shouldnt sound all emo-y and stuff!!!!!
To whoever's reading this piece of junk :
Today I feel darn proud,
Four months ago I surveyed my section on what award we think we'll get,
Got one answer : " 可以拿到 Silver 就已经不错了!"
HAHAHAHHAA four months later, we're actually going for gold.\YAY\
I think its simply unbelievable, how the band could just change so tremendously within four months!!!!
I love you chungcheng band! <3
(Y)
Aiya. Today is also our seconday 4 的最后一个 combine ler.
Sure will 舍不得 one what!
I mean we pulled through all these shit, all the changes in the band, i think we're like some wonderman or superwoman, sure will have feelings for the band one what!
HAHAHAHAHAH.
Now we no longer can join the band for combine already, cannot be the first one to open band room, cannot listen to Mr Ong talk about durians, cannot listen to Ms Sia quarrel with Mr Ong, HOW TO NOT 不舍得！
Actually ya. Cause no more band like suddenly very empty!
And also to my flute section, I'm darn proud of you all now!
We no longer lousiest section, can actually play something without getting scolded leh HAHAHAHAH
considering the fact that everytime we always tio 骂 by conductors, i think this year not bad leh!!!!!
Its like a mother watching the daughter (sorry xiaoxin) go for some graduation ceremony!
All of you improved alot HAHAHAHAHAHA :D
and sorry you all have to bear with this kind of crappy SL HAHAHAHAHA.
I mean which SL keeps on nagging their section mate?!?!
"你最好跟我找那个 Tuner hor！"
"你最好跟我玩 Intune 一点 hor!"
" YOU BETTER MAI ZAO HOR AND GO KEEP THE FILES."
"TOMORROW 845 GOT BAND. PONNING WITHOUT REASON AND I SHALL BURN YOU IN HELL."
"TOMORROW BAND, DONT BE LATE OR I'LL CASTRATE YOU."
"你这个 Flute 四千块给你随便撞坏"
" USE MORE AIR!!!!!"
"YOU DIAM DIAM LOL."
aiya come to think of it, I quite crap leh HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA like some grandmother >:(
but yessssss flute section! tomorrow we're going to make it, together with the rest of the band kay! <3
HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE FLUTE SECTION. WINNIEXIAOXINNICOLEDALLASCHENWEIEUNICESHERILYNFANGWEN!!!!!!!
总的来说，
Tomorrow is the big day for us band people!
We'll prove to people we're no longer a silver medallist band.
We'll OWNNNNNNNNN.
so rest well (HAHAHAHAH im supposed to be sleeping!)
and relax while playing tomorrow!
And watch Ms Sia tomorrow! Focus!
And also play from your heart,
as music can only be expressed in its most sincere form only when its played from the heart/.
Heh okay shall go sleep now. Goodnight people, we can make it. We will get what we want tomorrow. But it isnt the results that matter, its the process!
"One band, One Sound, Go For Gold!"
(We spend so much money and time so that we can acheive HAHAHA)
I LOVE FLUTESECTION, I LOVE CHUNGCHENGHIGHSCHOOLMAINBAND!!!! <3333
LETS SHOW TO PEOPLE WE'RE NO LONGER SILVER MEDALLIST BAND!!!!!
And lastly,(I like to eat durian.)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.,
P.s if you're tagged it means you're awesome.
(just kidding.)
my SL xinhao's wonderful note on facebook yesterday which i horribly missed. T_T
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Well, today was CCHMSB syf day. Yeap, the day we worked so hard for.
Before we even went on stage, I bet some of you could tell I was overly nervous and excited though I appeared to be smiling and laughing...LALA. evidence : bad tuning in tuning room. whoops~ BUT, well, when I walked up the stage, my heart was abnormally calm calm calm! When Miss Sia raised the baton, i thought : woah, the final 12 minutes starts now, shine winnie!~
Throughout the entire memories to vogelhandler part J, my mind was a complete blank. It was very clear in my head, my goal - GOLD, my music and my message. The rest, I needn't care. And my heart beated so ever crazily when every stroke Miss Sia waved. I followed Mrs Tan's advice and stare at Miss Sia throughout. I didn't even look at my score... o.o There were parts where I accidentally screwed but I just threw it all past me. I just wanted to have fun.
Somehow, I found myself smiling on the outside and the inside. I couldn't help it when Miss Sia looked at me and smile that smile I might never get to see again. It was friendly. *happy~ that I almost laughed out.
After the entire 12 minutes, like what KR said, I felt like i could do this all over again. It was fun. So fun. Nothing I've ever felt before!
SO HAPPY~
But, later g0t a little influence by people around me. They were sorta emo-ing, commenting on how lousy our band was and blah. I didn't really get it. I just felt so fun and excited, I never really cared and think to that extent of what we would get just yet.
It didn't really hit me till like erm, 2hours before the results.
The suspense at SCH was... URGH!! #*($%^#*(&$%^#(*$&% wait wait and wait. HAHA.
When they finally announced silver. I felt this sudden sense of whee~ Though I didn't really feel the YAY!!! but I just felt so satisfied. I couldn't understand why people were so super pissed off and sad though. HMM.
My opinion.
There is an obvious drop in individual skills between 2years ago and this year. It is actually quite impossible to catch up and fill the awesome gap with such limited time AND a change of conductor.
WE'VE GONE A LONG WAY, BAND. A VERY VERY DIFFICULT ONE TOO!
Moreover, if you realise, we never really had any gold band preparations. The number of band practices close to SYF compared to those gold bands was soooooooooo little. We didn't really reach the feeling part, only scraped it because we were still working on last minute blending and tuning. Somehow, for me, I couldn't expect a gold at all because I knew for gold, we have to work even harder and i guess, many people were just not prepared for that type of hardcore training. I was actually very very worried we couldn't maintain the silver. But after hearing that we got silver, to me, it was a wow considering so so so many factors. Seriously speaking, I thought we were quite close to COP in the beginning... But, as time went on, we did improve a whole load. :D
I LOVE MY BAND :D I LOVE MY FLUTE SECTION :D I LOVE THE ENTIRE PROCESS WE ALL WENT THROUGH TOGETHER! :D THANK YALL!
♥ CCHMSB. The legacy continues~ :D
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SYF IS ON TUESDAY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
All the hardwork for one day... After that day, everything will be gone...
I wonder how the results will be but I don't really think that matters that much anymore, at least to me. o_o
I'm just feeling so happy i went through this entire process, I'm thankful to Zhaoyan who was the one to pull me into band in sec 1 and I'm going to miss band after I step down. =<
I'll most definitely miss my flute... T_T I don't want to leave it. I totally cannot imagine a year without touching my flute.. Makes me sooooo jealous of xh and his flute... T_T!!
I'm excited for Tuesday nevertheless. :D
Excited for the food also... MUAHAHA.
I feel like I'm ready to go on that stage with my fellow band members and paly great music together under my conductor's baton. WE CAN DO THIS!
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I'M CURRENTLY MISSING MY PENGUIN. T_T
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Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...
2BN
6C
FLUTE
Amelia
Boon See
Celine
Celeste
Cherie
Cheryl
Cheng Cheng
Crystal
Denise the LOUD one
Eanxiang
Estee
Gloria
Firzanah
Hui Cong
Jeanette
Jia Ai
Jia Xin
Jillian
Jing Wei
Jing Ye
Ka Wing
Keith
Lee Hwee
Tan Winnie
Xin Hui
Xue Qi
Vincent
Vivian
Yu Li
Yun Jin
I cussed at the phone and threw it before I could even think...
*wobble wobble... *POINTS... I SEE THE LIGHT!
Somebody please whack me... Whack me hard so that I can wake up...
Final 12 minutes. I had fun. YAY
My fingers will hurt but I still want to hold my flute...
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