Reminiscing those days...
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“八字的确有两丿” HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!, i am still waiting for the call.
I am so damn tired. Physically! Hahaha! Currently trying out to use my phone to blog... Seems to be going quite well.
Anyway, I am now sitting on my bus home!
AHHHH! Another day of work!~
Glad I met up with my boy in the afternoon.
Though it didn't last long, it feels good to see him.
I miss him so much... His smell, his shoulder, his hands... HIM!
GAHH...
Anyway, I was called back to work cause of the lack of manpower.
It feels good to know that I would be thought of as good assistance.
As in, they bothered to call when they needed help which means I provide help that is recognized and appreciated! :) YAY~
After so many weeks of working, I've once again feel that I've learnt something precious.
Relationship with colleagues.
I dare to say that I don't like some of my colleagues. Hahah.
Just like how you don't like certain behaviors or personality of family members or friends, I find certain feelings I derived from them hard to accept.
But this isn't the lesson I've learnt.
Instead, it is the fact that every organization or group that work together must accept each and everyone's personality and deal with it.
Yeah, I know how this person acts and how he or she may be like at times so, I accept it and try to understand. HENCE, not holding grudges!
Mmhmm! No matter how angst or upset OR IRRITATED you may be, put up with it and treat the other with equal amount of respect like any other human being.
However, it would really work out if everyone in the restaurant treats each other sincerely, with respect and look out for each other. Cause right now, I don't feel that level of teamwork yet and I doubt it'll come easy within a year.
HOW I WISH WE CAN ALL GO OUT ON ONE OF THE CNY HOLS WHEN THE SHOP IS CLOSED! :/ But, i guess it won't happen...
Sometimes i am actually confused towards kindness towards me.
True from the heart or just to make me feel good. heh.
Some i can tell, some I can't. It's a mystery. Tell me.
Anyway, it's been decided, I am going to bring my family there next Saturday..
SHHH...!! HEEHEE~
Truthfully to say, some days I feel like "why the hell am i here." when i screw up big time or when I feel those feelings i dislike. But on some other days I feel that strong bond within this small family. This two opposites make it hard to decide when i should stop working.. ARGH.
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By the way.. i am using my computer now.
Cause it turns out that there's some error with the blogger via phone.
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Ohya, i want to thank creator so much for sparing time to listen to my prayer. HAHA.
It freaking came true~! So happy!! :D
I prayed that we'd have a full house today and yeah, FULL HOUSE OHYEAHHH~!!
THANK YOU CREATOR! :D
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i am looking forward to class chalet and spending time with my family (mmhmm, that includes you boy! if you ever read this line. :O)
anyway... GYU-KAKU GOGOGO! :D
However, it would really work out if everyone in the restaurant treats each other sincerely, with respect and look out for each other. Cause right now, I don't feel that level of teamwork yet and I doubt it'll come easy within a year.
HOW I WISH WE CAN ALL GO OUT ON ONE OF THE CNY HOLS WHEN THE SHOP IS CLOSED! :/ But, i guess it won't happen...
Sometimes i am actually confused towards kindness towards me.
True from the heart or just to make me feel good. heh.
Some i can tell, some I can't. It's a mystery. Tell me.
Anyway, it's been decided, I am going to bring my family there next Saturday..
SHHH...!! HEEHEE~
Truthfully to say, some days I feel like "why the hell am i here." when i screw up big time or when I feel those feelings i dislike. But on some other days I feel that strong bond within this small family. This two opposites make it hard to decide when i should stop working.. ARGH.
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By the way.. i am using my computer now.
Cause it turns out that there's some error with the blogger via phone.
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Ohya, i want to thank creator so much for sparing time to listen to my prayer. HAHA.
It freaking came true~! So happy!! :D
I prayed that we'd have a full house today and yeah, FULL HOUSE OHYEAHHH~!!
THANK YOU CREATOR! :D
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i am looking forward to class chalet and spending time with my family (mmhmm, that includes you boy! if you ever read this line. :O)
anyway... GYU-KAKU GOGOGO! :D
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On Saturday, January 14, 2012 at 11:32 PM
A friend we'll all miss undoubtedly...
5th of January... Time really slips past before you know it.I recall my emotions and thoughts from last year.
They weren't that ambitious and I know I was not serious then.
BUT NOW, I am.
After struggling so desperately for Olevels (only D:), I realise what I lack and what I missed out throughout my secondary school life though I would never regret all the fun I've had.
At the end of the day, going to school IS IN FACT, going to school!
It's about studies ultimately which I don't favour.
It's because I never really accepted this fate and my constant rejection led to such an unsteady start with a rough end... (i presume)
One of my new year wishes would be to put in serious effort for my future studies and at the same time, I hope we could all gain that self-confidence we need.
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In about 11hours time, my good friend dxy would be on a plane towards UK.
She told me yesternight about her mixture of emotions and I shared with her my excitedness and nervousness for her.
A new environment, a new identity and importantly, a new start.
Woah.
Although I ain't feeling THAT emotional about her leave, I will definitely miss her.
4years aint a long time but 2years is.
HAHAHA. I've known dxy for 4years already but at times, she makes me wonder if I really know her. Before I can even figure this out, she's heading over to UK for 2years.
It was when I read through her card yesternight that I recall what we went through together in the past.
I am surely going to miss the times we discussed about certain issues(slight gossiping here and there), the times we would go crazy and high at Karaoke sessions(BECAUSE OF YOU~~) and the good old times of each other's company.
AW MAN, I AM GOING TO MISS HER ALOAD!! AHH!
BUT... I believe time will fly fast like it always does and she'll be back before we can even say PEANUTBUTTER AND JAM SANDWICHES WITH LETTUCE, PICKLES AND CUCUMBERS!
Be safe, girl.
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I will be brave,
I will not let anything
Take Away
what's standing infront of me.
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this.
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On Thursday, January 5, 2012 at 10:47 AM
Irrashiaimase Konichiwa~ :O
I didn't realise I was spending way too much time at work until recently.Ever since I found my new stable part time job at Gyu-Kaku, I have been working there almost every other day from 11am to 1030pm, excluding the time i wake up which is 8am.
My mother thought I had work today and woke up at 7am to make brunch for me. HOHO~
But unfortunately... *drum roll*... today's my day off.
I wonder how the shop is doing now? They are about to open in around 5minutes time. Hmm..
Sincerely, I love my work at Gyu-Kaku. I work there not because of the money.
Well, I may sound fake to you but I would still continue working there even if they decide to pay 2dollars lesser an hour.
I feel that at this restaurant, all the workers are like one BIG family~ :)
We work side by side, providing our customers with the best service we can deliver.
They pay so much not only for the food but also the service.
We, people who belong to the restaurant family, are the front liners who face the consumers of our company.
Allowing the customers to feel welcomed and comfortable is our duty and when they return to our restaurant for meals, it means that we have succeeded in benefiting our company.
Other than that, working at Gyu-Kaku, beside Sam and Benjamin (experienced people in F&B) has made me understand the spirit of F&B and gained useful experiences in handling food and also, the customers. These experience appealed more to me than the first job I had. LOL.
Meanwhile, I have also earned myself the knowledge of how different the studying realm and working society is. Studying is tiring but working brings the word tired to a whole new level.
I simply can't imagine myself working 6days a week more than 12 hours a day for the rest of my life. Just working for 2 to 3 weeks there has already gotten me some eyebags, crazy hair and depleting energy levels. HAHA!
Nonetheless, I love my work there. :D
Everytime i make a mistake or embarrass myself, I tend to feel rather disappointed because I made known to myself the general knowledge i lacked! GRR!
Plus the fact that my efficiency is rather low and I complete tasks given to me at a slow rate, makes the people working around me agitated. HAHAHA, I AM trying my best to improve though and my goal for the rest of my time here in Gyu-Kaku is to make everyone's physically tiring day at work a lot more cheerful and enjoyable :D (without getting us all nagged at or scolded~)
GYU-KAKU ANCHORPOINT GOGOGO!!! :]
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I swear that I am going to treat my family at Gyu-Kaku in January. muahaha.
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On Saturday, December 10, 2011 at 11:19 AM
Hardworking people are beautiful~ Are you one of them?
Busy week for many these few days!I completed my very first part time job on Sunday! WHOOTS!
And for yesterday + today + tomorrow, I decided to participate in TPRAWKS! (background cheering)
Though it's been a week plus since the end of Os, it feels like MONTHS to me~ HAHAHA!
The after effects of Olevels... i guess?
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work.
赚钱难，花钱超容易!
I took up the agency offer from xinyue along with president and we entered the crazy and messy workplace with zeal and nervousness.
The uniform check was strict and I was sent back into the toilet a few times! (ARGH!)
The uniform collection area was SO COOL! It reminded me so much of the movie "Monster Inc" HAHAHA! Our uniforms were cool too, i guess :)
Shall skip everything and go straight to the actual hardwork!
I was assigned to do the Canupus (Is this how you spell it?! :O)
What we basically have to do is enter the kitchen, collect a long dish with cute, small snacks, exit the kitchen, serve the guests, enter the kitchen, send the dirty dishes to the cleaning corner, return to your chef and the whole cycle REPEATS over and over!
i swear i entered and exited more than 30 times!!
Okay, not sure how many but, seriously, no joke, MANY TILL I CANNOT COUNT!
Anyway, the kitchen was filled with cheeky chefs that were irritating... LOL!
Let me attempt narrating the ball room scene.
"Everywhere was dark and smelt like a mixture of wine, beer and perfume except for the kitchen. I was threading from one end of the football sized ballroom to the other amongst the seemingly endless walls that engulfed me, being extra careful not to hit into any guests or cause any trouble for myself by spilling the food. It was difficult to see any of their faces due to mine and their height. It was exceptionally challenging to speak up because of the booming music. Before I knew it, my arms longed for a break so much that they showed me overt unhappiness. I felt elated and jubilant about smiling and serving and I would definitely do it again some time without a doubt. :)"
Alas, we received our pay at the end of the day and rushed for our free ride home.
Unfortunately, we didn't quite make it so.. we had to wait for the 1:30 am ride for an hour.
I tried so hard to stay awake but I did doze off along the way... *heehee*
My beloved shoes loved me so much they bit me and painted passion red on the sides of my feet.
WHEE~ Work was fun. HAHA. But, definitely tiring!
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TPRAWKS DAY 2 > Day 1.
The most interesting thing about Day 1 was the visit to the School of Design!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
SUPER TEMPTING! :O
One word. Professional.
Their study environment was like an actual office! Everyone sorta have their own space to produce brilliant designs of all sorts! GAHHHHH!
The atmosphere was amazing.
Regardless of apparel design, art work or media, ALL OF THEM BLEW MY MIND AWAY! WOAH!
I want to be able to feel proud of my work for once!! :)
ohya and erm.. when i was walking through, i actually wished i had a boyfriend from design. HEH, in my dreams!
Moving on... DAY 2!
Time passed so much faster compared to yesterday!
I had SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun today!
It started off with a visit to the School of Engineering.
Mind = blown. again.
The students are so damn talented. gah..!
Shall not reveal the awesome products I saw. Go see for yourself~
Lunch was fantastic~ BK rodeo wings rawk!
Then, we had the hip-hop lesson~ Learnt a new choreo~
WHEE~ The lessons we took last time came in handy~ At least we know how to do the stretching. had fun~
Then, we moved on to games!~
WHOOTS! My team pwned the game! *Faints* so much teamwork~ hahaha!
Afterthat, we went for... *drumroll* DRAGON BOATING! Hell yeah!
The feeling is seriously addictive.
The wind against your face, people shouting the timing all around you and your paddle pushing against the waters!
BUT, we got splashed all over by the in-charge dudes! :(
They purposely walk past you and use their beakers to scoop water and pour it all over you.
AHHHHHH! T_T
I smelt like reservoir water!
Tea break rawked too~ Brownie!~ *heavenly look*
OMG! DO YOU KNOW!! CELL AND I DRANK... *drumroll* JAM WATER!! HAHAHAHHA! no joke.
anyway, it ended with the mass dance.
not bad, it is fun only when your partner wants to make it fun with you. haha!
though it was pretty awkward and i wished you were there...
ANYWAY, tomorrow is the visit to HSS! WHOOTS! FINALLLLLLLLLLLLY!
I cant wait~
Psychology~~~~~~~~~~~ HERE I COME~ WHEEE!
Ohya.
I dont understand why some people like to act bitchy and bimbotic o.o
Is it really how they are? I believe there's always good in a person..
What's with wearing make up?!
And yeah, I fiddle with my phone but when it's time to cheer, I scream like some ass.
I may not do a good job but I contribute.
sincerely, if we could change groups, i would. LOL.
If becoming 17 means such attitude, I'd rather not.
Even the 15 year olds are doing a great job!
Do yall even understand what T.E.A.M. means...?
And whats with the random explosion of f-words?!
You're girls... :\ and screaming such crude words at trivial matter just brings down the power and impact of this word!
If your mother died and you shouted that, nobody would mind.
If you were trapped under debri and tore off your arms and legs to stay alive while shouting that continuously, I would shout it with you.
But getting a forfeit after a mini game / getting splashed by reservoir water and exclaiming the f-word just seems so... unnecessary and harsh to the ears.
Does anyone agree with me...? :\
Yeah lar, we may be a bunch of lame teammates but you have no rights to complain about your team because you contribute to what we are.
While you were worrying about sweating, we were bruising in our throats and having the time of our lives playing without you. HAH.
Yall look like people with big dreams but oh well, you have a long way to go. :O
And yeah, I am a wallflower but i go with the flow, I give my best when needed. It may not be the best but i contribute and make the best out of my situation.
hmm, now to think of it, i am quite crappy. no wonder everyone daos me. LOL.
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You have your space and I have mine
but at the end of the day, let's share one and feel fine.
no drifting, no lifting and no kidding,
i want this to be the best thing.
yeah. no joke. :D
loveya! <3
Am i who i think i am or what you think i am?
cause who i think i am ain't what you think i am.
i just want to be who i am but who exactly am i?
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On Tuesday, November 22, 2011 at 9:30 PM
TO-DO-LIST (after Olevels)
1. spend time with my boyboy~!2. part time with Cell :P (i bet we'll end up in macs...)
3. buy a new pair of sneakers~
4. sleep over at so many people's house!
5. watch at least 5 movies before school starts again
6. start preparing gifts for people i care for
7. diet with my bro. oh yeah.
8. laugh crazily with the YFC
9. draw. Draw. DRAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
10. set up our own youtube channel with my bro.
11. cut hair at a professional place for once!! Ugh!!
12. Watch that movie with Dxy!
13. Understand how it feels like to poke your eyeball.
14. PIERCE EAR WITH CELL!!
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On Thursday, November 10, 2011 at 8:00 PM
他的情绪就像阴晴不定的天气，时好时坏......
Yesterday was quite a torture.. NO JOKE!I had a weird fever, a sore throat and my whole body ached like never before!!
It wasn't something i expected and of course, it was scaryyyyyyyyyyy!
Tried my best to tolerate the sickness that was spreading through my vessels every second but ended up lying on the cold, hard floor at 9:30pm and had a difficult time getting up.
Breathing rate was low and inhalation came in gasps after gasps.
Before long, I actually couldn't take it any longer so I collasped around 10 in my bedroom.
BUT, it was mental and physical torture.
I knew I musn't switch on the fan so I laid there under my blanket in the dark.
Then i felt it... That sore feeling in the joints of my legs. ARGH.
Simply thinking of that pain creeps me out...
I tried to control myself but soon realised i was moving my legs in hope to get rid of that aching feeling.
Next thing I knew, I was sobbing pathetically with my warm teardrops smeared all over my face as I tossed and turn constantly.
I fell asleep shortly after (idk when) and woke up again at 12 plus breathing hard.
For a period of 4hours, between 12plus and 4plus, I woke up more than a couple of times.
I have no idea why but I couldn't differentiate between waking and dreaming...
Sounds like Midsummer Night's Dream but... nah~
COMING BACK, I keep remembering this formula. It kept ringing in my brains.
something equating to zero.. I cant recall. Everytime i wake up I will remind myself of this formula. Don't ask me why, I JUST DONT KNOW!
Now to think of it, it's extremely scary...!
The very last dream before I wake up for school at 5 was crazy too.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I dreamt that I was taking my HCL Olevels and somehow, one of the examiner saw me as a thorn in her eyes. She kept picking on me, scolding.. no, more like mocking me for no reason!
How I wish she tripped over a random wire on the floor and hit her head on the table.
Whoopsie~
Anyway, when we flipped the paper open, it was a super difficult higher level science question.
"What the heck!?" I thought... "Isn't it suppose to be a language paper?!"
And there, I woke up.
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I shall save the effort of telling you about my papers this morning.
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I've got SIX numbers today~ HAHAHA
Cell and I combed the entire Tampines mall and T1 for part time jobs. HAHAH!
Madness.
Defintely madness + partial failure.
:D
Well of course there were nice AND nasty shop assistants.
Nice ones like those at Dorothy P. :)
Nasty ones like the one at Sfield that went BROM BROM BROM and the one at Pmod who was totally BLEH.
(descriptions credited to CELL)
rejection after rejection... GAHHHHHHHHHH!
Trying our luck after Olevels again!!
Which lucky shop is going to get ahemthistwolovelyladiesahem?
CANT WAIT TILL AFTER Os! 3more papers~ :D
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after all those, I am still sick.
Hope I recover soon soon soon~ :)
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at 6:52 PM
opposite me...
warning. emo content. skip because i have your interest at heart.
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wait... we can also say amath BITCH. (burn innocent teenagers crying (in) hell)
normally I would be here chirping to you how happy my day was but not today...
I don't want to say much.
I don't feel like speaking much.
screwed family. screwed academics. what am i living for.
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anyway, i guess i am the only one feeling this way at this exact moment.
ignore me please.
thanks.
i'll be fine... once i fall asleep.
so miserable i want to feel pain instead...heh.
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On Saturday, October 29, 2011 at 9:48 PM
About me
Just a random, average short girl who believes that life is a disaster in disguise as a blessing... Worrying has become a habit but anime will always remain engraved in my mind. =] Currently addicted to spacing out... And... Sleep is prioritised as number 1! People know me as Wang Winnie. And I have roamed the Earth for 15 years. It all began on 14th September 1995...
Affiliates
2BN
6C
FLUTE
Amelia
Boon See
Celine
Celeste
Cherie
Cheryl
Cheng Cheng
Crystal
Denise the LOUD one
Eanxiang
Estee
Gloria
Firzanah
Hui Cong
Jeanette
Jia Ai
Jia Xin
Jillian
Jing Wei
Jing Ye
Ka Wing
Keith
Lee Hwee
Tan Winnie
Xin Hui
Xue Qi
Vincent
Vivian
Yu Li
Yun Jin
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“八字的确有两丿” HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!, i am still waiting for the call.
A friend we'll all miss undoubtedly...
Irrashiaimase Konichiwa~ :O
Hardworking people are beautiful~ Are you one of them?
TO-DO-LIST (after Olevels)
他的情绪就像阴晴不定的天气，时好时坏......
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